How it feels.

WARNING!!! MATURE CONTENT AHEAD!

Kaos.

Dhara secured a boat to an Island and we headed there under the cover of night.

After careful consideration, I allowed the four gods to possess me, I kept them as one of my many forms. My mind travelled back to the little girl, A death god she called herself, where did she hail from and how did Yara managed to capture her? I would have to ask her about it when I get the chance.

"what's wrong?" Dhara tapped me back to reality. "You're frowning, did something happen back there?" he queried, petting my fur "everything's fine now, you don't have to run anymore now that Yara's dead."

"I did not kill her. I only took away her memories and gave her a new purpose" I closed my eyes.

"It's not my place and that's gods business but I believe that's a fate worse than death. Losing a part of yourself and not being able to fight back ... like a curse" I could smell his fear rising for some reason Dhara held me closer. "you truly are a scary god" I felt his fear dissipate, it was replaced by a feeling of awe.

"you are not afraid of me?" The gently rocking of the boat was lulling me to sleep, I coiled up.

"I am afraid, to be very honest" my heart sank. I removed myself from him, leaping out of his arms and he didn't stop me "...not for myself though, I fear for those who try to control you, my fear is for the evil people who are yet to cross you and attack you. Why would I be scared of you when you've saved my life over and over?" The boatman stopped at shore and Dhara got out, holding his arms out for me to leap into. My breath hitched.

"you are a very strange human, Dhara" he help me out of the boat and led me to a large bamboo house built on the rocks. "Is that yours?"

"Yes. I bought it and I haven't had time to enjoy a vacation in it because well... I was looking for you"

"I have to tell you something" I breath. I needed to say it now or I wouldn't get the chance to know how it feels.

"I'm all ears" he shifted on his foot. "or we could go inside and talk"

"No" I began to shift in front of him, as rehearsed his coat was around me by the time I fully shifted. "It is about the conversation we had in the rain at the motel"

"Right..." he scratched the back of his head.

"I told you earlier that I take what I want when I want it so I am going to tell you now, do not stop me when I come for you" His face was red in embarrassment.

"I wasn't expecting a direct confession from you...you are a god, Kaos, who am I to say otherwise"

"No...you do not understand, I want this to be your choice too. I want to know what it feels like to love and be loved and I have no intention of forcing you to be with me or to love me...I am not that kind of god but that does not mean I am going to give up on you"

"I understand" He stepped closer to me and I noticed he was a bit taller. "... I am after all, a man" he kissed my forehead and swept me off my feet, kicked the door open after unlocking it.

"I have made my choice. I want to help you, I want to be with you... I want to experience love from you..." he set me down and captured my lips, my knees buckling underneath me.

"stop talking"

Dhara

Her cold lips parted slightly, allowing my tongue to slip inside. Our bodies pressed together in warmth as I slightly pushed her against the wall. I traced kisses down her neck to her collar bone, gently nibbling on her soft skin. I felt her move against me, I could hear her soft moans when my hands grazed her breast as we fumbled to take off each other's clothes.

She pulled back and looked up at me, doe eyed and I knew. My heart thumped. "Take me" she whispered and with no other words said, I led her upstairs.

The moonlight crept in through the glass windows resting on the bed, setting more fire to the already sensual atmosphere. "I told you I would not let you off next time" she turned around and I hoisted her up, her legs wrapping around me tightly.

"No, I'm not letting you off either and I don't plan on being gentle, goddess." Her back was against the wall again as I fiercely kissed her plump lips. She undid my pants, I stepped out of them and quickly moved to the bed. I dumped her with a bounce and she giggled. I caressed her thighs as I parted her long legs laying between them, her hands gripped my hair when my tongue circled her nipple, her chest heaved as she panted and unable to stay quiet, she let out a loud satisfying moan as one of my bites fell in line with a pleasurable pinching of her nipples. I grinned against her heated skin.

I removed my boxers and watched in lust as she writhed in anticipation and untold pleasure as I let the last barrier between us to slip down to the floor. With my arousal jutting with pride, I climbed up the bed, crawling to her with slow calculated moves, I wanted her to ache for me.

Kneeling before her, I traced her ankles and kissed the delicate form of each foot and exploring the soft stretch of her thighs. She ran her fingers down my arms and to my back to clutch my ass, pulling me down to her. She squirmed as she pressed up against my erection. Her legs opened further and she gasped when I rubbed against her dripping core. my mind was a hazy mess of want and desire.

There was a tension building up and I wasn't ready for it to burst now. Her musk was driving me insane with want; I lowered my head down and kissed her flesh and tasted her. I stuck my tongue further and moaned, giving pleasurable attention to her clit. I wasn't thinking anymore, only acting and reacting to her moans.

I laid on top of her, careful with my weight and kissed her, allowing her a taste of herself. Her hands roved over my body, gripping my shoulders then tracing down over my groin.

She smiled at my hitched intake of breath and continued the teasing touch; loving the low moans I couldn't help releasing, Naga stroked my erection, gripping harder at my length.

I wanted more and I wanted her. I pushed inside her a inch and paused; determined to savour every new sensation. I found her walls were tight, slick and warm and I had no words to describe what I felt filling her. Eager to feel more, she wrapped her legs around my hips and whined softly.

Answering her cry, I pulled back and thrust inside; gripping her curvature, I pulled her to myself as I gave another shallow thrust and I could feel her walls adjust to me. She gave a muffled pained cry that turned into a moan of pleasure.

Our moans mingled in the air as skin slapped skin. I gave out steady strokes as a familiar pressure gathered and neared its summit as I thrust faster. The strained groan of the goddess trigged my orgasm and I growled in pleasure.

My vision danced; collapsing next to my goddess, I cuddled her exhausted form and she sighed.

"Are you okay?" I muttered sleepily

"I am very sore" she mumbled as we drifted off to sleep.