Chapter 5

“Talk to me, Tyson. What’s really going on?”

All right, I’d had enough. “What’s reallygoing on? What the fuck do you care?” I admit it. I yelled at him.

Justin held up both hands and said, “Hey, calm down. Of course, I care. You’re my friend.”

I completely lost it, then. “You’re my friend. That’s just fucking great. Well, friend, catch a clue. I wanted you to see me as more than friends, alright? I like you a lot, but I didn’t see any way you would be interested in me, Mr. Ordinary, major foodie, sucks at sports, and pretty boring all around. So, when I heard you talking about the race, I thought, hey, maybe I should try that, and then he’d notice me. I guess I’m just pitiful.”

I deflated then, all the fight gone out of me. “Look,” I said, “You asked, I answered. This doesn’t have to be weird. It’s not a big deal, okay? I’ll get over it. Just leave it alone.” With that, I left my coffee cup where it was and walked out of the break room, not looking back.