Twin brothers Brian and Matt Walker went to live with their mother’s brother after the death of their parents at an early age. Brian is still wracked with the guilt he carries around from a young age and sees the world through a distorted lens of self-loathing. When he meets a sexy and interested college-aged guy at the beginning of his senior year of high school, he may have finally found someone who can help him escape his mundane existence.<br><br>Matt has his life all planned out -- he longs for a solid career in journalism after graduating college. But his tenuous hold on family life threatens his dreams of independence, as does the attentions of a closeted new transfer to their school.<br><br>Can Matt pull away enough from his family to come into his own? And will Brian finally get to grips with his past and allow his twin to chase his own happiness?

Twice the Hands to Hold

Adam sighed. “By like three years, man. What’s the fucking big deal with how old I am?”


“I think we should just leave everything,” Brian said. Might as well make a clean break and get it over with now. This guy was seriously getting on his nerves and had never been worth endangering the most important relationships in his life.


Adam stood there completely unmoving and looking unhurried at going anywhere. “Aw, but you’ll suck me off, Bri, come on man. Remember how nice it was last time?”


Brian curled his lip in disgust at the memory of what…he’d done. “Motherfucker,” was all Brian could think of saying but didn’t get to because white-hot pain shot through his jaw and carried him away as he staggered back in surprise. He crumpled to the ground in shock. The only thing Brian could think of as angry fists smashed into his face was that his brother was right, he should have stayed home with him that night.


Chapter 83