Chapter 18

“Ray, you’re the only person who ever treated me like family.” Leander tried to stop the tears from flowing down his cheeks. “I want to spend the rest of my life with you.”

“Do you know what would happen if we were discovered? Buggery’s illegal, you know. You remember what happened a couple of years ago on Cleveland Street?”

“Of course I do, Raphael, but that argument is weak. The Cleveland Street situation was as much about little Eddy getting caught as it was about prostitution.” He tried to calm his breathing and mask his hurt and desperation from Raphael. “Do you think what we do is criminal? Do you think after all this time we should be arrested for what I thought was love?”

“Well, no, but…”

“But what?”

Raphael sat in silence and after a while started picking up his books.