Chapter 36

“Oh…you heard that…”

“It was loud. Not so much words, but I got the idea.” With a tiny smile, directed more at breakfast. “Just…don’t do anything too forceful, maybe. But I like it when you—it feels nice. Like I can reach out and find you.” That smile went sideways for a second, self-aware. “So that’s consent, I guess.”

“Is that…” He couldn’t begin to navigate that question. Too huge, too catastrophic. “Were you…he didn’t…did he…I won’t ever touch you if you don’t want that. I swear.”

Justin, wearing Kris’s shirt and pajama pants, nibbling French toast, looked down at his plate, and then up at Kris, and nodded. Kitchen light gleamed above them: a witness painted in breakfast food and stalwart granite countertops.

“Okay,” Kris said, “so that’s—that’s fine, you just tell me when or if it’s okay, if you want me to.”