Chapter 79

“Dr. Slater would say talking to myself is okay, too, just so you know,” Chad said. “Pep talks. As long as I don’t hear a voice answering back.”

“Sounds about right,” Tucker said.

“I wish my mom could meet him.”

“Yeah.”

“So where do you live?” Chad asked.

“I have a tiny ground-floor apartment not far from here.” Tucker jerked his thumb west. “Live by myself, since Laddie died about a year ago. I drive a different van.” Tucker shrugged. “That’s my life. That’s that.”

“I remember Laddie.”

“Yup. Patchworky—brown, black, tan. That last morning…”

“Right. When Roy came. “

“Yeah.”

“I’m sorry he died.”

“Me, too. Thanks.”

“How long have you been working here?”

“Since I had to quit the circus.”

“The…circus?”

Fuck. Why did he say that? “We’re here.”

“You joined the circus?”

“I’m not talking about that.”

“How’d you end up joining a circus?”

“What part of—Fuck!” That time, Tucker said it aloud.