“I’ve heard wicked shit, man. Estrangement armies. This whole us-versus-them, you-versus-me idea. And all my life I’ve been an ‘us’ or a ‘me’ and never a ‘them’ or ‘you.’ I couldn’t talk about what I could do, so it wasn’t real. Until it was, you know? Until I had the chance to get away from it, and now I’m here, not away from it but neck deepfucking in it, and, Kaeva? My man? I don’t think I can go in there.”
Kaeva leaned his walking stick against his body and held up both his hands, palms up. “Shot by patrol,” he said, lifting one palm, “go into the Med Center,” he finished, tipping his hands like scales and raising the other palm. “Shot by patrol…go into Med Center.” He shrugged and dropped his arms.
Eddie’s throat moved in an audible swallow. He studied Kaeva with shimmering brown eyes. “You ever been shot?”
“Yeah.”
“After the Cure?”
“Yeah.”
“It suck?”
“Oh yeah.”
“Like, want-to-die-suck or just damn-I-stubbed-my-toe suck?”