“It usually is.” His cheeks got hot. “But seriously, Rada, I have no idea what to do here. He says he’s here for the long haul now. The Agency’s fucked up. Someone inside is corrupt, someone’s giving bad orders, and we’re not sure where that leaves any of us.”
“So when he comes back to you, once Bannerman’s taken out and this wacky Russian lady’s been chased back to Moscow or whatever, and tells you that everything with the Agency’s been smoothed over and he’s heading back to work, what do you do? Do you decide to abandon the move to France and hang around Cambridge for another eleven years and go all Miss Havisham?” She crossed her arms over her chest.
“No.” Lennon clenched his jaw and stood up. “I love him, but I’m not about to do that this time. I can’t.” He took a few steps toward his desk. “I didn’t even do it last time. Sure I was sad. I still am. But I stayed in Cambridge because I was still in school. I had nowhere else to go, either.”