Chapter 46

It’s just that kind of thinking that will get you nowhere.Hunter walked across the room and lay down on the bed. He at least felt a small sense of security and warmth as the wind outside picked up, howling. He glanced over to see the first snowflakes begin to fall. He closed his eyes, feeling the sense of numbness so familiar to him after Nana had died and Jay had betrayed him.

And then he sat up. No! I won’t do this to myself. I won’t deal with things by placing myself in a cocoon. If I’m going to make this work—and I am—I need to be strong. And I need to fight back, especially if there’s something or someone trying to steal what little peace I have left away from me.

Hunter rewarded his resolution with another shower, this one hot and steaming and long. He tried to wash away the feelings of guilt, shame, and despair that had driven him here and rid himself of the disquiet that had so upset his first day.