Chapter 17

I sighed.

I should not have taken Noah to see his mother’s release from prison. She had told me not to, had made no bones about it. I had refused to listen. I’d gotten his hopes up, and she had dashed them. Might as well have thrown a bucket of ice water in his face.

I should have known. I thought time or circumstance might have changed her mind, or just the happiness of finally getting out of prison, or…

I don’t know what I thought.

I made toast, fixed a cup of coffee, stood at the window looking outside at Jackson Street as Tupelo got ready to face another day of heat and humidity. I thought about the impossibility of knowing what was in peoples’ hearts, of ever really knowing what they thought, or what they wanted, or why they did what they did.

Noah came to the table. He hadn’t dressed and had ugly bruises on his forehead. He sat down without checking in with me, which was not a good sign. The bones on his ribcage were clearly outlined, as if I was starving him to death.