Chapter 95

But he’s pissed, and when he gets like this, he doesn’t feel the

stupid shit he does to himself. Once, back at the station, Dixon

told him he didn’t want his best pilot sleeping on the tech

level—didn’t want him sleeping with me, in all honesty—and

it ticked him off so bad, my hot-headed boy ran his fist through a

glass radar screen on the nav deck and never even realized he was

cut until I saw the blood on his knuckles.

But maybe he’s not toomad right now,

because he just glares at the airlock and mutters, “Fucking

pricks,” and he lets me rub his hand to keep it from fisting again.

He doesn’t bother to kick the wall a second time.

“I know,” I tell him. I do, I know, I

want out of here just as badly as he does, if not moreso, because

when he gets in this Neanderthal mode of his, I think it’s

unbearably cute. It turns me on something fierce to know that I’m

the only one who can calm him down, I’m the only one he listens to,