Chapter 160 Paralyzed

Chapter song: I'll make love to you,

by Boys 11 Men.

Janice woke up on the seventh morning on straight feeling hot, itchy, rejected, and miserable. She still couldn't believe Ty had flat-out refused to make love to her for six days, six days. Her husband hadn't touched her sexually in six days. She had begged, pleaded, cried, sulked, pouted and God knows what else but nothing had worked

He was so paralyzed with fear and the memories of what she went through when she was pregnant with Tyrique and what might happen again if he made love to her now and nothing she said or tried could erase that fear. She could literally feel the sexual tension radiating off of him but still, he wouldn't penetrate her and now she felt as if she could just scream from sexual frustration.

He was currently standing by the window looking as miserable as she feels and her heart swelled with love for him. Walking over to him she hugs him from behind and sighs contentedly as he turns around and wraps his arms around her. "You know I'm only thinking of you and our baby, don't you kitten?" he asks kissing her forehead. "Yes, I know but it still hurts, and besides we made love for two weeks straight before we found out I was pregnant and I was fine, well until I got on Caleb's bike that is." She snorts.

"That's true but I didn't know then what I know now so the Lord let me get away with it but now that I know you're carrying our child the Lord expects me to know better." He said caressing her cheek.

"So what, the Lord doesn't want you to make love to me?" She asks looking up at him. "Kitten, you've to know that being with you is all I think about." "Really?" She asks slipping her hand in his pants and began massaging him, then smiles as she felt him shiver beneath her fingers.

"You want me, don't you baby?" she asks kissing his chest. "Yes…ummm…god…yes I do." He moans. "Then please make love to me, baby, please." She pleads dragging him to the bed and sitting over him she began pulling his pants. "I want to kitten, so badly…but…" "No buts Ty, it's been six days baby and I miss you like crazy." She whispers against his lips.

"I miss you just as much kitten but it's not about me anymore, I need to protect you and our baby." "I'll be fine baby, I promise." "You don't know that kitten." 'And you don't know that I won't be, baby please." She pleads taking out his rod and massaging it. "Alright, how about I let you play with it while I caress you, I can satisfy you that way."

"I don't want to play with it Ty, I want you inside me, now please." She cried and attempt to lower herself on him but he gently put her beneath him. She thought he was going to finally make love to her but he kiss her passionately and slowly move away from her. "I'm sorry kitten, I just can't risk it." He said sadly.

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Three hours later with Ty at his training and Miss Alice playing with the kids Janice was lying in bed feeling rejected and very sorry for herself when Christian breezes into her room. "Tadaaa, heeeey girlfriend." He said skipping toward her bed.

"Christian? What are you doing here?" She asks wiping her eyes and blowing her nose. "You didn't think I was only going to say congrats over the phone and leave it at that, did you? Hey what's wrong? Why are you so sad? I came here so we could celebrate you becoming a mom again. What's wrong honey?" He asks sitting beside her and rubbing her back.

"You flew here all the way from Europe to celebrate me becoming a mom again? You're crazy you know that?" She asks with a sniffle. "I know this." He laughs. "I really appreciate that Chris, and I would be jumping for joy right now if it wasn't for the fact that you came all this way to celebrate the reason my husband stop making love to me." She said in a sad tone as fresh tears runs down her cheeks.

"I beg your pardon? I heard what you went through when you were pregnant with Tyrique but he isn't angry because you're pregnant again is he? The last time I checked it usually takes two." He said hands on his hips. "No, he isn't angry, just scared to death that he's going to hurt me in the process." She snorts wiping her nose again.

"I see…" "Hey but enough about me, have you forgiven Jared yet?" she asks. 'Um…. Well, I kind of allowed him to pleasure it out of me after you and he assured me that I haven't lost Samson's friendship but no matter how hard I try sometimes I can never seems to stay angry at that insecure, overly possessive idiot, so there's that…." He chuckles.

"At least you're been pleasured." She mumbles sounding jealous. "Okay, enough of that, lets go turn that frown upside down." He said dragging her out of the bed. "The only thing that can turn this frown upside down is my husband's penis inside my wet…." "For the sake of my delicate virgin ears, please, do not, finish that sentence," Chris said covering his ears.

"Now, I may not be able to provide you with your husband's private part but I can provide you with the next best thing." 'And what might that be?" She asks raising her brow. "A spa treatment, a little mani-pedi, some shopping, got to have shopping, some comfort food, chocolate and ice cream, lots of ice cream." He said wiggling his brows. "Sounds like fun, let's go." She said hoping off the bed.

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A word of prayer

I acknowledge my weakness Heavenly Father

knowing that I trust you to work in

and through me, you make me stronger