Date 10

I reached Mumbai around the 3rd of January and was staying with my Aunt but my workplace was like 2 hours away and I had to start by 7:30 every day so that I can reach by 9:30 and then usually I used to come back my 9. I had a very hectic schedule which didn't stop just there because after coming back I had to work on my personal project and it was like working in two shifts every day. My office was in a Co-working Space so the were a lot of offices in the building but I was so into my Project especially during the initial days of my Office that I had no time to think about boys let alone dating them. It was already a week that I have been in Mumbai and one day when I was coming back from Office I saw a Guy standing in our Building Campus and I really didn't see him so properly but I was very sure that he was very hot. Three next day I saw him again standing at the same place and this time as I was entering the building, I saw him coming in too and took the same lift I took and I quickly took a look at him to see exactly how he looked and my mind was only saying "Hot, Hot and Hot". Though he was not that hot but he was so fair with hazel blue eyes and Well-built Stature and his like were very Rogue. He asked me which floor and I said 4th and when we were there be even helped me open the collapsible gates and pulled them for me. The next day was Friday and I asked my aunt if there was any Nearby gym and she said there are two so you can go and check it out. I went with my brother and like one of the Gym so I went to the reception and asked him what are the charges and started asking for discounts. Then someone from behind came and said "Give her the discount" and then the Receptionist was like okay Ma'am please come next time and we will see what all we can do. When I turned around it was the same guy from yesterday and he asked my brother how he was and then we left. Then my brother told my Aunt of Sagar owned the gym and my Aunt was like no-no and he told her how Sagar told the Receptionist to give me a discount. My aunt came to me and told me to stay away from him and I was like obviously but at the back of my mind, I was like I have his number and started looking for him on Instagram. Then from the next day, I started going to the gym but my timings were from 9:30 so obviously, I couldn't find him there. Since it was my day off I went earlier to the Gym and he was already there doing his training. He came to me and said Hi and told his trainer to help me with my Exercise and take proper care of me as I am from his building and since he was almost done, he left early. I really found him to be very nice and he was so beautiful at the same and I was like why he didn't wait for me. I continued with my training trying not to think about it and the fact that how come whenever I go I manage to find a distraction in my life and definitely it never works out but then I really don't want to stop my heart from getting the occasional fluttering and now I think after all this heartbreak I have become stronger to overcome all the heartbreaks that is on my way so key me rejoice for how long I could. The next day as I was going to get some groceries I met him on my way to the nearby shop and he said a Hi and I asked him whether he will be going to the gym today and he told me he is not sure and then he left. I went around 5 in the evening and he was not there so I did my training and came back. The next day I went to the Gym and he was there but he was there. We waved at each other and then I went to change and started with warm-up but my eyes were set on him. After 20 mins he was about to leave and this time I wanted to go back with him so that we can exchange numbers and as he left, I told my trainer that even I have to leave because I have some work and picked my belongings and hurried up. He was almost 10 meters ahead of me and I tried picking up my place but if I did more than that then it will make everything very obvious so instead, I was trying to walk normally and gradually pick pace. Since it was a 15 minutes walk down to our Complex so I still had time and then he stopped in between and greeted a man who looked very shade and have him a bundle of cash. I got really curious as to why he did that but by the time he gave money to that guy and exchanged some words I had already covered the distance separating us and got ahead of him and he saw me. Then he called me out from behind and we started walking together. We exchanged few words and he asked me about my whereabouts and I asked him the same. He told me he is an entrepreneur and had his own vehicle company where he rent expensive cars for events and occasions. Then when we reached our building his friends started calling him and he said bye to me and went. I was happy but disappointed because we couldn't exchange any words and but I got to know that he was just the floor above ours. So I started finding ways to walk along the hallway in case I catch him going through the stairs or lift. The next day I was super late while coming back from the office and hence couldn't make it to the gym and went home directly. Later that night I was talking to my friend after dinner and was walking in the hallway when I saw him going downstairs via elevator and after 10 mins he came up using stairs and we greeted each other. Then finally he asked me if I am on Instagram or not and we exchange our IDs. Later that night we started texting and it was a little formal. In the morning I uploaded a status and he replied in an hour saying I am looking really cute and after that, we picked up on our last conversation. Then he asked me if I would like to go hang out with him and asked me if I am free today he can come near my place. I told him that it gets really late for me so let's hang out during the weekends and we already made a plan that we will go out for lunch this coming Saturday. He asked me if I would like to go on a vacation with him and I was like would love to. Then that day I went to the Gym and we came back together as we planned earlier. The next day I was getting really late so I directly came home and my aunt was relentlessly waiting for me and aa soon as I reached she asked me if I am talking to Sagar. I was like since we are in the same Gym we walk down together sometimes and he added me on Instagram so we text but not very often. Obviously, I couldn't completely deny and she told me how her friend's husband saw us walking together and told his wife and she told my aunt. Then my Aunt told me everything about Sagar on how he is like a Gangster and his Dad is into dirty politics and not just dad his dad had been arrested few times in charge of murder and Sagar is already a step ahead. He is literally like a goon and everybody in society is afraid of him. She also told me multiple instances where he has harassed the people of this locality and not just that he is friends with all the cheap people and everyone in the locality is afraid of him. She also told me that thankfully you have not shown any such interest otherwise we also won't be able to save you from him. I got afraid that I couldn't sleep the whole night, I mean I have a whole life ahead and I definitely don't want to marry him and I literally delete my Instagram account and thankyou we haven't exchanged numbers yet and I stopped going to the gym and not only that my aunt used to drop me till the station and pick me up from there and for the one week I was not even allowed to go out except for going to the office. Thankfully I didn't see him for the next one week and then I was coming alone from the station and it is when I saw him standing with his friends at the same spot. He hurriedly came behind me and I nicely smiled at him and he asked me what happened, you completely lost touch and why did you block me. I have already had a plan for this situation and told him that I haven't blocked you but deleted my Instagram account altogether and the reason is because of my ex-boyfriend and there has been a lot of misunderstanding going between us and I was very disturbed for the past one week. Then he told me that if something is wrong and you need any help them let me know and I will help you through it. I said thank you for understanding and apologized for vanishing suddenly and he told me to take care. Honestly I was so relieved and I made sure to play it so nicely that I am not hitting his ego even by a percent and giving him the upper hand here so he doesn't feel betrayed and I can do my work. Onwards then wherever our eyes met we exchanged a smile and he always maintained a distance and never tried crossing it. I team me appreciated that given the kind of background he is from and kept a safe distance. My colleagues were also really good and they knew about the whole episode and supported me throughout. My head designer and basically the co-founder really liked me and she thought that I am really innocent and wanted to spoil me a little. Valentine's day was approaching and there was a blind date event and she wanted me to take part in it so asked me to get a makeover and I went to the Salon and they changed my hairstyle. I came back and she was really happy and told me to hurry up for the date. I went there and we were seated with random people and the one that I was supposed to date for the first round was not that interesting but I really liked the guy who was sitting next to me and I wanted to switch to him. In the next round, we were asked to either swap or stick with the same partner and somehow things happened so smoothly that we were patched up for the next round and we played beer pong but didn't win but that was okay since I got to know him but I had no idea what he was from. Then the next Saturday we had an office but only a few other offices were operating and as I wasn't to get coffee I came across a really cute guy and he was next in line to get coffee but insisted that I should go first. It was crush at first sight and I really liked him with his beard and messy look. He seemed unapproachable though and I wanted to know more about him but thankfully I knew the office of this guy. I told my colleagues about him the coming Monday and they knew his name but we couldn't find him on Instagram. Then the next day we saw him again and his office was exactly opposite to the cafeteria and after few days whenever we used to come down for lunch he also used to come out of his office take rounds and wait till I go into the pantry area and then exactly he used to go and heat his food and after a week or started getting so obvious that even my Head Designer started having doubts if something is going on between us. But we haven't even had a conversation and I really wanted to talk to him but only if he'd approached first because directly approaching is not my thing if it is in person. This guy was generally in a group where there were 5-6 more people and generally all of them used to hang out together but after a week the was a new guy in their group and he was the epitome of hotness. To begin with, he was tall, had an amazing features, with perfect beard and body. I have never seen him before and the first time when I saw him properly was when he was talking to my Head designer about some trek and that is when he saw me. After that, for some reason, we started having multiple eye contacts and he was always looking at me whenever I was around our going to the washroom and getting a coffee. I was not sure why he was doing that but even I enjoyed the view I was getting but again I can't have two crushes actually because Sagar was still in line at the same time. The weekend was already here and we had an office that Saturday and I liked working on that day because there was hardly anyone and it was really peaceful. We had office till 4 pm and after that, I was supposed to meet my brother's girlfriend as she was here for the weekends but since she would be able to meet me around 6 so I planned to stay back till 5 and was down stairs getting coffee. At the same time that Trekking Guy Neil was chilling in the cafeteria and he was kind of staring at me. I decided to leave and started packing my bags and then he went outside but then my Mom called and I thought I will talk to her and then maybe leave. He was standing outside but after 5 mins came back and looking straight at me as if he had something to tell me. Then he told me that I want to talk to you and I was like okay give me some time and sent back talking to my mother. Then after 5 mins, he told me that just letting you know I am kind of waiting for you here and I was like okay okay and I told my mom I will call her back sometime. Then I went to him and asked him what is the matter and he told nothing of that sort I just wanted to introduce myself a be to know you. I was like okay and he asked if we can go out and talk and I was like what is the problem in talking here. He smiled at me and told me that sure and we are on the couch and started talking. He told me about himself that how he is a mountaineer and wanted to see some of my artworks. I showed hun and he was amazed by all of it and then asked if I am dating anyone and is it is okay if I go maybe sometimes go out with him. I was okay in doing that and he asked whether I am on Instagram and he searched for me and added me. Then it was almost time for me to leave so I said goodbye and left to meet my brother's girlfriend and while I was on my way I told my Colleague everything about him and she got really excited. Then I met Shital at the station and we went to a cafe and chilled for like an hour and then she dropped me home. It was a very good day and then his text came a be we started talking and he asked me if I am free to meet him the best day. I told him that I am going for a midterm review at my College and will be coming back in their days and only after that we can plan. As I reached Chennai it was really crazy going back and forth and juggling between so many things especially getting the document printed and presenting it. I have found my Jury and class presentation always draining because they hype up everything to the next level. The day I was done with my presentation, Neil asked me if we can get on a video call and I told him to give me an hour because I was out for dinner. Then I came back to my hotel and called him up and he was obsessed with the fact that how can my lips be so naturally pink. Then I introduced him to my classmate who was staying with me at the hotel and she told me that he is really hot. We talked for like an hour then u told him that I have to sleep because I have an early morning flight and he asked me how early to which I told him 8 a.m and he made a face saying it is not early and I explained to him that how I am not a morning person and to catch that flight I have to wake up around 5:30 which is very very early for me. Then I slept off and in the morning left for Mumbai and was so happy to go back to my aunt and all the caring and tasty food. Then the next day was Holi was it was a holiday for all of us and after that Sunday but I was excited to see him as well and he went to Pune so we could only meet on Monday. I went to the office the coming Monday and told my Colleagues everything about him and they were happy to know but at the same time, one of my Colleagues told me that she hasn't heard very good things about him and that he is kind of a Playboy but she will try to get more news regarding the same and in the meantime asked me to be careful about it. Honestly, I have seen worse so it really didn't matter as to be definitely I had no plans of getting serious with this guy any which ways do even if things didn't work out I was okay with it. Then the next day he asked me to meet him after office. I was wearing a nice dress the next day and during lunch, I saw him and got so flustered about it that I hurried back to my office. Though I have dated so many people but the shyness and jiggle you get at the beginning of any date has not left me yet and I have the capability of blushing very easily which makes things even more obvious. He had asked me to text him as soon as I am done with my work and we will meet 7 meters ahead of our office so that people don't get to know that we are dating. He took me to Starbucks and I order a Caramel Frappuccino and like always it gets very difficult for me to complete the coffee and by now I know it is not the date but in general, coffee doesn't suit me that well. Then he told me about all the adventures he had in life and how he lives traveling and doesn't mind spending every penny on it. He told me about these stories and mountain peaks that he climbed and he is a natural person and hates the concrete jungle. I told him for me it is quite different I love nature no doubt and always had a fancy for mountains and snow but I need to get back to the concrete jungle after some time and I have a thing for luxury goods and tall buildings and I like everything expensive that money can buy but more than that the deep reason was that I was afraid to have a financial crisis again because I have dealt with it for half my life and I never want to worry about money but obviously I can't tell him that so I luxury coat my aspirations. It was good to know him and I liked him and honestly can't wait to meet him again so we planned to go out for dinner and he told me he doesn't mind coming to my place and will pick me up and I was definitely okay with it. So we planned to execute it the coming Sunday and couldn't figure out what to wear and just put on a pair of jeans and a long shrug. Looking back at that outfit now it was such a bummer and how can I wear that but it is okay no point worrying about it now. So back to my second date with him and he picked me up near the station and we went to this restaurant cum bar and through it has really great ratings but I didn't like the place and when I don't like something it becomes so obvious on my face then he guessed it and asked me if I'd like to go to some other place and I told him that it would be really great if we go to any other club and then we went to this club which was like 10 minutes away from our last place but its vibe was completely different. We danced a little and he ordered drinks because I told him earlier that I don't want to drink and because I have to back home and he seemed fine doing that. Then we chilled for like 2 hours and it was time for me to go and he didn't want to leave so I told him if he likes her can stay and I can hear back home and he is like "No what will be I do here all alone plus I can't leave you like this" and I was thinking the latter part of his sentence should come first but whatever and we left. On our way home, he asked me if I come to his place instead and I obviously denied his request because I haven't informed anyone and now taking permission from my aunt would only raise suspicion so I told him maybe next time. The next day I wanted to hang out with him again after office but he said it is high time he should go back to his Gym and even I had some work back home so I didn't even pester him to meet me. The next day he invited me to his place and I was like I can go so after office I waited for him outside and he came and we went together to the opposite side of the road and took an auto. Then we went to his place and initially I was a bit hesitant to go to his place because I am not sure how that would turn out and whether he has any friends and what if something wrong happens. All these questions were haunting me a little and then he told me don't worry nothing will happen as if he read my mind and since I was already in his complex so it was too late for me to go back now for we are already in his complex so I was like now whatever will let it happen. His flat was really spacious and he took n me to his room and he was sharing it with a mid-aged person who was not in Mumbai right now. His windows covered an entire wall and it was really breezy and beautiful. So the was an elevated grill attached to his room where I sat and the view made his room just perfect for anything. He offered me some food but I was not in a mood to eat anything at all so he sat beside me and asked me questions about my last date and how things went. He was really curious to know how many guys I have dated and what was it like previously and most importantly how many people I have missed before. One thing I learned in my post relationships was that no matter how many questions he asks always answers in skeptical answers and never tells them the exact truth or number because they are a bunch of judgmental freaks and it becomes impossible for them to gulp down our numbers. So I told him not much and changed the subject. With every question of his that I answered, he came even more closer and started brushing his hands through my checks and holding me close to him and I behaved as it that was both happening and kept on answering his never-ending questions but the closer he came my breath became heavier and not long before I started feeling his. The situation got so intense that it was either kids me or leave me at once as there was no in-between now and thankfully he kissed me. We started very slow and then quickly speeded up and he held me very close to himself and started kissing and hugging me. I could feel him going a little wild and before the situation gets out of control I asked him to stop in a very nice way. I told him that it would be too early for us to proceed now and it is better if we know each other more properly. He seemed not okay but again he cannot really force me so we continued our conversation and since it was already 9 o'clock so he dropped me to the nearest metro station and quickly kissed me before dropping me off. Surprisingly two-three days after I started dating Neil, Ibrahim his guy and the one who would match his time with mine during kuch hours stopped doing that she even stopped looking at me and I was pretty sure he knew that I and Neil were dating. This week since we have already met thrice, I didn't want to meet him again so told him that u had a busy schedule till the weekends and we do hang out again the coming Monday. It has Jersey been since two weeks of us dating and we going well. The next Monday we again went to Starbucks and he asked me if I would like to go to Goa with him for a two-day trip and it sounded really exciting. I wanted to do that with him and told him that once I am done with my Files and give it for printing, I can join him for a two-trip and meanwhile I asked my Colleagues if they can join us with their respective boyfriends and they said yes and I couldn't wait for us to chill in Goa. I was planning to take a night out the coming Friday and the first v we will go to a party and I will stay with him for the night and he was really excited about me but already have me a spoiler that he can't dance so well and hence I told him that I will teach him so he doesn't have anything to really worry about.

The next day my Head Designer was not really in a good mood and she told one of our Colleagues to work on her skills and told me that she has something to talk about with me so asked me to come to get in an hour as she was really busy right now. I got really nervous and had no idea what she really wanted to talk about and I was really nervous because this had never really happened with me and she was always really happy with me. And exactly after an hour I rushed to her and asked her "What happened Ma'am?" And she started smiling and told me that "There is this Guy from that office downstairs named Gourav who really likes you and would like to say Hi to you" and then she asked me if I am interested then she will tell him to do that. I had no idea how to respond because she was technically my boss and really amazed at whoever this guy Gourav is that he thought the right way to approach me would be via my boss. I really didn't want to dismiss her so told her that yeah that is no issue in a Hi and she was like okay fine then and from here you guys work it out because I am not going to be involved in this and thanked God because honestly, I wanted the same for her not to be involved in my love life because that would take things to another level. Then as I was about to leave she asked me to get why last to last week Neil approached me in the Cafeteria. I was shocked because that time she was not even here at the Office because she went out for a mini-vacation, so how could she possibly know but I didn't ask her that because if I do that then she must think that I am keeping things from her and she had always been very interested in what should I wear to the office, What am I eating and most important What am I wearing?!. So I told her that he just approached me and kind of asked me out and I did go out with him once but I haven't answered him yet. She started smiling with a vicious face and told me all these sharks are trying to catch these new pretty fish and it was weirder and I really can't keep up with this conversation anymore so I kind of dismissed myself from her in a moving way and went back to my seat. I read it was good to give this Gossip to Neil but before that my colleagues were very curious and more than that they wanted to make sure that I am not in any kind of trouble. I told them everything and they were all laughing at me and at the same time they are like there are not so many pretty girls here in this Co-working Space and that is why they are all aiming for you. I didn't know what was that supposed to means and I left the conversation and went back to my work and in the meantime texted Neil. I told him the Gourav story and he was laughing at it and then told him about how my boss asked me why you approached me that day and he was like what did you tell then and I told him exactly what I told her but he got really posed about it and told me you could have found a better way to answer her questions and he was like you don't know she is a gossip queen and more she will tell everyone about it in the office and my seniors will also get to know and things are anyways not going well between me and my seniors and now you have spoiled everything. I had no idea things would turn out like this and felt really sorry for it and told him the same but he was not interested in talking to me right now so even I left the conversation for a while. After that, he didn't text me that day and I knew things are not good so the next day I texted him asking if it was okay is still on and he told me he has some urgent work and had to go to Pune obviously after that I couldn't say anything and more than that he was being very rude to me which I definitely didn't deserve. So even I stopped texting him and he skipped office on Monday and came directly on Tuesday and in between, we had absolutely no conversation and it became very evident that he didn't want to keep this relationship anymore but I wanted to talk to him one last time and told him the same that today after office I would talk to him and waited for his call and after an hour he told me to go home because he had some work and he will call me once I reach. Around 10 in the night he asked me if I am free and came me up and told me that he won't be able to keep things with me and it would be good for both of us if we go our separate ways and then told me the worst then that anyways nothing has happened between us so there shouldn't be an issue. After hearing I decide to not keep anything with this guy and wished him good luck and cried for the next two days but I knew even a single drop of the year would be a waste in him. I tried convincing myself to forget about him from the next week whenever I saw him, I started ignoring his next level and tried looking my best self. After a week I was kind of okay and almost moving on and it is when I saw that guy from my Blind date and was shocked to learn that his office was literally adjacent to ours and I told my Colleagues about him and they told me that they knew this guy and had no clue that he is the one from the blind date. My colleagues told me that he is the nerdiest guy in this Co-working Space and his name is Roshan. He is talk and he actually looks good with lean physic but my colleagues told me that it would be impossible for me to get to date him because not only is he nerdy, but he doesn't talk so much with anyone and completely minds his own business and pouring himself on codes and software which tempted me even more and I experienced a shift of emotion from Neil to Roshan and the next plan was to talk to him and since we already had a date sort of thing so all I have to do has come across and when he sees me I can start a conversation and it seemed really easy. So my main goal was to wait for him to go out for coffee or something and it is when I will introduce myself. I had also informed my Colleagues if they sense any movement from his side and after me immediately and somehow they took it very seriously and most of the time we were looking out of the glass door. It v was already 7 and all of us were chilling when he went upstairs and I told my colleagues I will be back and rushed upstairs. He was making coffee and I went for the coffee and h since he was so into making coffee he didn't notice that I was standing right beside him so I said "Remember me" and he looked up and was like "Oh! yes, blind date right" and I was kind, yeah and then he started we started talking and told him like how our offices are adjacent but I recently got to know that you are so near and he told me he had no idea till now. Then he asked me about my work and where do I live and his station was like one-stop ahead of mine but since his timings were completely different from mine we never crossed paths. Then we came down together and chatted for 5 more minutes right outside my office door and my colleagues were all shocked. Then I came inside and told them not to make any noise because then things will be too obvious because just a way of like 5 inches in width separates us so it is very easy for noise to travel. Then we started crossing paths more often and had quick conversations whenever we could but I wanted to move ahead. I looked for him on Instagram but he wasn't there and since I was running out of tune because I only had a month left so there was only one desperate attempt left. We had a group where most of the people from our immediate Co-working offices were in and it was mostly for movie nights out for any function or event. So I tried looking for his number the and he was so without thinking for even a second I texted him. He replied asking who is this and I am like this is Sonal and he was hey and then but did you get my number with a smirking face. I have to tell something more so I told him that there is the girl from the Co-working space and I had some work with her regarding our upcoming yoga session so I was basically looking for her number and found you're and I was like I should say a Hi now and he like don't lie you were looking for my number only and ended it with a laughing emoticon. I had to accept my defeat and told him so and thankfully after that, he also showed similar interest and we were talking frequently. He told me that once I came back he will take me out because I knew that before he got too involved he wanted to make sure whether I will even be coming back to Mumbai or not and he is not the kind of guy who will date just for Fun. But yet I wanted to go out with him now because even I was not sure if I will be coming back so wanted to enjoy myself as much as I could with him before I left. Sure to the Graduation Project I started coming less frequently to the office and hence I saw very little of him but I was sure by now that he also kind of liked me. One day I came to office just for 10 mins and saw him working on his table and I noticed that he got a new haircut but since I was getting so late I couldn't say him a Hi and left but I thought he wouldn't have noticed me but once I left I just texted him saying "Nice Haircut" and add I reached half-way as into Dadar Station and from there I usually take the next train and he exactly texted me than saying "Thanks, reached Dadar Station" which in his way was to let me know that as I noticed him and he saw me too and I felt this is the kind of romantic he is. My aunt was going out for three days and I was so happy to have the whole house to myself and even invited my Colleagues for a small house party. They came in the next day and we were supposed to go to a club and when we reached there I realized I could have asked Roshan if he could join us and texted him hoping if there is still a possibility. He texted me back and I asked him what he is to which he replied that he is at a party with his Colleagues and I really got annoyed and told him that he could have joined me for a party instead of them to which he asked me if I wanted to go out with him and I was like obviously and he replied that even I wanted to do he told me that once I find back we will go to do many parties. I realized that things will only work out when he gets a surety that I am coming back and then only he will let himself be attached to me. So after that even I didn't try to force things between us and honestly, I had a hell of a lot of work and I had to leave for Chennai in the weeks from now, and before that, I had to get done with my Graduation Project work. The weeks didn't just pass it flew and I only went to the office like four or five times and finally, my last day at work was here and my Head Designer threw a small farewell party for me. She got really close to me in these past four months and I got close to almost everyone and finally, I said Goodbye to Roshan and he told me to make sure that I come back and we shook hands and said bye. I knew I will miss him a little and then said bye to the office with a heavy heart. Going back to Chennai was not easy and I had no idea where will I go because I had no place to stay so I called 3-4 PGs while on my way to the airport and confirmed a room in one of them. The room was supposed to be shared between 5 people and since we were staying for a month I had no other options and I entered the room it was the most depressing thing and I don't even want to get into the details because some memories are better buried. I was relentlessly waiting for Ankita to come because I had only one roommate and she was just my batchmate. Finally, Ankita came like a day of hope to take me away from my depressing life and we started working together again. I really relied on Ankita because she used to go with me everywhere and I needed support to help me through the Graduation. It was the lowest point in my life where everything I didn't through was thrown at me. To begin with, the work was tremendous, then the PG I was staying in was horrible, I only ate dinner that made me sadder and the faculty was not liking my Project which left me hopeless. If you guys are thinking that it is because I was distracted with the guys but no that wasn't the case because I never compromised on my work no matter what and be out was so Jaye my first priority. My only issue was with the direction of my work because it was different from what was been expected out of me and hence I faced a different outcome than what I was expecting. There were times I used to think that if I met an accident then I could but some time to myself. I mean how could I even think like that but I did and waited for things to get over as quickly as I can. The dates were out and mine was on the first day and my sister was visiting me a day earlier than my Jury and I was really happy but at the same time, I was so burdened with the workload that I couldn't even think about that. I and Ankita picked her up at 5 o'clock in the morning and I haven't slept for the past two days and I had to do a night out even today because tomorrow was my Jury and I had to keep myself together for one more day. In total five people helped me in my Jury and we all went together to display my things properly and finally, I was the first person to present and my Jury was done. It was over for life and I was the happiest of all and when I came out my sister started crying because I was so long inside that she got scared that something wrong had happened. I told her it is all fine, went back to the PG slept for the hours, and then, my sister and Ankita went to the mall.

I don't remember if she bought anything out not but then we went to Burger King and after that to an Ice-cream parlor. She was leaving for China for her internship that day and I packed her bags and took her to the Airport. I honestly wanted to spend more time with her but nothing can be done so we dropped her at the airport and waited for like an hour until her immigration was cleared and then came back. After two days it was Ankita's Jury and once we were done with hers we went partying that day and even stole a book from a nearby cafe. The next day we have a Graduation Show at the College after which there was a DJ and Dinner party. We all said goodbye to each other and promised to meet during Convocation. The next day even my flight was there in the evening and I'd plan to do some shoot before that. Then my friend's dropped me at the Airport and I huggy them tightly and once I security check was done and sat down quietly at one corner of the Airport and started reflecting back on whatever happened in my life and wrote a very meaningful quote about everything that happened and posted it. I got too emotional about all these and happy that I am done with all of these things and can peacefully breathe now. As soon as I landed and reached my home the first thing I did was poop nicely and vigorously wash from everywhere and then I slept for the next two days. After that, I had few interviews for Job but I didn't like any and kept searching and I wanted a two-month break before I joined anywhere. I started working on my Portfolio and applying to different Companies and it took me approximately two months and I confirmed at this place in Hyderabad where I started working as an Assistant Fashion Designer in August.