Chapter 43

January 17th, 2019

Collège de St. Cyr

Sagittarius Wing

Moon in Gemini - Waxing Gibbous

I search Sashi's face, wonder what he's up to. Why this insistence, why all these questions? He had none, not when we were practising together, so why this, why now? What's he trying to achieve? And why does it feel like he's antagonising me?

"Not when the memory loss is a direct result of compulsion," Sashi says and my heart tightens.

I keep my face averted, but it's not as if I can't see Ezra's expression in my mind. The confusion, the shock, the doubt. I can almost sense him steal a glance my way, as he looks for reassurance, a sounding board. Which is the last thing I am, when it comes to this.

"What are you talking about? I'm a Sanguinaire, can't be compelled," he says.

"Well, it's not quite true, though, is it?" Sashi stammers, now; he's out of his depth.