Letter Twenty Two

Hi dad

I don't know how to say this, but Dylan has been acting weird. All of a sudden, he is acting so sickly sweet. I mean, he was sweet before as well, but these days it's different. Something is different about him, his demeanour, his words and his eyes. Looking in them looks like I haven't seen them for ages. There is something new in them, something more than just friendship.

And dad, I don't know how to respond to that. I'm still his friend, and I don't want to lose it, but what if my fears are true? What if he's actually seeing me more than just a friend? What will I do then?

I don't see him more than a friend, I think. I have never been into a relationship, and honestly, it's freaking me out.