Chapter 4

"COME here and enjoy the celebration. There is no reason for others to be out of place." Why did I even show up to them when I was so upset.

Hey, yes, Cedric's mom's aunt is close to me, she will probably really look for me. It's just that they still don't know what's going on. Even Reign doesn't know because I've talked to him before but Shien and I haven't mentioned anything.

"Peps, you've been silent for a while." Reign dragged the crowd and it was Cedric, "Why didn't you bring your mother? I miss talking to Shien."

"I wanted to come but Pauline is sick."

"Maybe that was too much to swim the other day." Zayn's joint.

"Oh, I guess you should only swim once a week, the child's resistance is still weak." Reign worries.

"Don't worry, Shien can afford to take care of their child." Cedric whispered.

"Of course! My friend loves Pauline so much."

"You're right," he grinned, "Because the lights of the home are what you can count on when you are sick in the family because we men are still easy-easy."

"Hey, no!" Reign Strike, "When one of our children is sick, you really stay awake with me. I'm really lucky with you because you're a good husband.." Ced raised an eyebrow as if he was proud of me and showed this is how the real man or husband should be.

"I'm just out here getting some air. Shien calls me every minute." I reason.

"Sure!" I nodded as Reign agreed.

As soon as I came out I immediately called Shien but Pauline answered.

"Daddy, come here I want to see you."

"I'll be home soon, baby."

"Dad, Mommy Shien is crying did you fight her again?"

"No, baby."

"Why is she crying if you didn't fight?"

"Maybe it's because you're sick, isn't Mommy Shien like that when one of you and the youngest get sick?"

"But dad you're not leaving mommy right?" I lost my temper, "Do you still love her?"

"You're so young you shouldn't even think about that thing."

"I know but mommy is having a hard time."

"What do you mean, baby?"

"She wants you to come back but she can do nothing for you to do. Daddy, mom is kind, she didn't do anything bad especially to us my brother. I know you want another woman but I hope you think of our family. I want a happy family. "

"If you just get to know Shariffa she's more than Mommy Shien. She's also kind and loving."

"But I love mom more."

"You'll love Shariffa too."

"You're just thinking about yourself dad…" I heard sobs on the other line. "You want her then you leave! I'll go with mom. I'll be happy with her not with your new girl!"

"Pauline, I just want you to get to know her better ---- Pau --- please, shit." I was killed.

My daughter also really has stubbornness.

"Pauline is right." familiar person's voice. I turned around and I wasn't mistaken.

"How did you find out Pauline was talking to me?"

"She called me and said she really wanted to talk to you but I said it's better if you talk on the cellphone yourself." We both sigh.

"Sorry." Come out of my mouth.

"I hate you."

"How did you know?"

"Why not? Cedric was furious when he came home because you had a fight. And now, I add to the disgust with you."

"Yes, go ahead and be angry with me. There's nothing you can do. I'm going to leave her completely because it's really my decision."

"My friend is a big liar." Its sad language.

"What do you mean?"

"She always bragged to Nicole and me that you were a good father to your children. Not once did you say hurtful words to her or lay hands on her. Now, I think she is a liar. She just lets us know that you are good so as not to be disgraced in front of us."

"Oh, please Reign… I'm a really good man or husband but please don't judge me just because of what's happening."

"I'm not judging you with my own eyes and ears for proof. Isn't that your fault too? You're leaving her because of another woman and you don't even think about your family's situation as long as you can be free and accompany your woman."

"She's not just my woman. I'm ready to marry her after Shien and I divorce."

"And are you still planning to get married?"

"And why not?" His face went up,

"I'll give you a deal. If you want to leave her then go I'll still force Shien to sign the divorce paper but after the divorce there's nothing to please each other huh?"

"That's what I really want."

"There's more to come, I hope you don't regret what you did. When that happens can you not approach us?"

"I'm sure I will never come near you and regret it. Look, if you meet Shariffa you will surely get along." Its teeth appeared in the smile so I also responded with a loose smile.

"Is that so? I don't know if Shien still wants us to come to you remember we're friends."

"If you give Shariffa a chance."

"If there is a chance."

"I'll be able to breathe a sigh of relief when she signs the paper." Reign is still beautiful but when she gets angry you will notice the annoyance on her face. It's as if even though she's smiling you know she hates you. Shien is the same but if Reign is able to show the truth my wife is not. She's also good at hiding the truth and that's what I don't like about her.

"I don't understand why there are men who are inclined to hurt women's feelings. What is there? Is it competition that you should be famous? That you should be good at finding others?"

"Reign"

"I'm a woman too, Peps. Shien is my friend, a best friend. Whenever she gets hurt I feel like that too."

"She's already reported."

"No. She never even told me about your relationship since you secretly married her. You secretly married her and now you're leaving too." I just stared at how it looked.

From the very beginning, when we met Reign we all seemed to be in charge of her. Your feeling that he became special in our lives but… now, I don't know if I will be angry with her or not because she has a point but I also have a point. I just want to let Shariffa know how much I love her. I love her, dearly loved. I have loved her so much and more than myself.

"Is there a reason you're doing this to my friend?" I heard his voice again.

"Nothing."

"How? How were you able to leave her?"

"I have nothing else to say if I don't… I love another woman because… actually she's not at fault for this, its all my fault I became fragile. I don't think I'm a family person anymore but I really love Shariffa. I'm ready to leave Shien for her so please don't look at me I'm a bad man I just love, I just follow what's in my heart. "

"We think the heart is often right but sometimes we don't want to use the brain."

"I love her already."

"How's that my friend?" Her voice was sad as if she was losing hope that it would be okay.

"There are many others out there. I'm not the only man for her."

"If Shien hears what you're saying I'm sure she's crying in pain. The man she loves so much will leave her forever and join the others."

"For no need if you want us all to go out I will introduce you to Shariffa."

"Just you, don't touch me anymore."

"To get to know her, to be friends as well."

"I'm not making friends with my friend's husband's other woman."

How can I prove to them that I have no feelings for my wife? How can I introduce my new loved one without even being judged by my friends? If I'm going to throw stones at Shariffa, but that's especially kind to children. This is why she accepted that I already have a child. At the time my wife and I didn’t get along she was always there. Relieved the mood, and advised.

"I don't think so. She's a good woman, Reign."

"What's your definition of a kind woman? Is this the one who beats up a married woman and a child?" it approached while folding, "You're too blinded by how you feel."

"If you're in the situation make sure you understand me." I fold my fist.

"Well, I don't intend to be like your situation. In the first place my family will immediately think about what will happen to us if I give in to temptation. You're just too weak, Peps. You don't care about kids, you don't care about yours are the ones you were with when --- arrrggghh… "I turned away as if I was full and wanted to hurt.

"I hope that's how you supported me during Shien's time with me. I hope until now it's the same. Do you think I'm happy that you're not happy for me?"

"Where can you find a friend who will support you in wrongdoing? You're the one who can answer that better because you've been friends of the Lucifer kingdom for a long time. You know Cedric doesn't want to see you in trouble."

"I'm sorry," I said with a sigh.

"I thought your life would be fine. Do you still remember that she was just your girlfriend? I never saw or heard you argue. She left you because you were pregnant with Zen but the time came she came back because of she loves you and now you won't feel even a little pity for your children. You will let your mother's life be ruined just because of a woman."

"I'm sorry, Reign. I loved Shien but I love Shariffa more."

"You don't like the letter 'S' what?" She smirked. "Never mind."

"I'll be ahead of you. I have to finish the work even at home."

"Peps,"

"Hmm?"

"Don't force her. "

"How do I plan ---"

"Marry that Shariffa? Get to know her first before you get upset. It's just advice, but if you come inside, you'll take care of it."

"I already know her."

"It's not good then."

"I'll go first." She nodded then she looked me away from where she was standing.

"I hope you don't regret everything you let go of." I was stunned. "That's all, I hope you don't regret it and if only Shariffa was really for you." And after that I walked fast with heartache. Seemingly penetrating to the chest she told me. It seems that she has the strength to make a decision but because I love Shariffa so much I will not let her go and my decision will not change.

"The children?" I opened when I saw her sweeping the culprit.

"In the room playing." once back. I shrugged into the room to get dressed and play with the children.

After that, I said goodbye to working in the living room and didn't want to agree because Shien still wanted to play. It smiled. There is nothing to be seen on the face of the person suffering from the problem.