Foreign bed

It was hard to fight the demons to let go of me, but my soul tried all it could. I fought until I was able to open my eyes, when I finally opened my eyes all I felt was a heartbreak. I looked around, but it was not easy, my body was exhausted from whatever it has been through. My body ceased my organs, no matter how I tried to fight the feeling.

My body felt flogged, every part of me was hurting. When I tried to lift my leg, the pain I felt was unbearable. Tears found their way to start falling. It started as small raindrops, but in no time they fully poured. My heart sank in sorrow. All was heartbreaking.

When I tried to look around, I couldn't see clearly since my eyes were fully covered by flooding tears. The moment I lifted my left arm to wipe the tears, the more they flooded. The part of me knew that I lost him forever. I cried myself until I passed out, since there was no one near.

When I was still passed out, I felt a hand smoothly rubbing me. It disturbed my peace that was pain. I slowly tried to open my eyes and I saw what staggered my mind. I saw Tlo sitting next to me on the bed I was lying on. Furthermore, I tried to move away, but I could not because of the state of my body.

Likewise, I looked at him with chagrin yet longful of love. Likewise, I pulled all the thoughts away the moment I noticed he was broken too. Likewise, I slowly pushed my ribs over the duvet, with no words said. Likewise, I looked at him and thought how happy he made me while we were still together. My eyes became tear once again. His eyes pierced on me with too many emotions.

I moved my eyes to his face to his hand that was rubbing my ribs.

"How did I get here Tlwrongful,what happened to me, why am I sleeping on your bed instead of being home," I asked as I was still puzzled.

"What do you mean what happened? Don't you remember yourself falling yesterday?" He reminded me. And from there everything displayed on my mind. This happened because he was where he wasn't supposed to be.

"I'm sorry for putting you in this state of mind, believe me, this hurts me more than it does on you. It was dull of me to break up with you when I noticed that my feelings were fully developing speedily for you. I knew this was going to happen but not this sooner. You make me flimsy ,when I saw you at the guest house doing all that, I thought breaking up with you was the best decision, but I was lying to myself. I am sorry for putting you on all this, I should be the last person hurting you at this moment. Zandile, I apologize for everything I did and if you feel it would be better not to be here I can take you home now." I looked at his eyes and there were filled with tears. The hurt flowed the moment I moved my eyes to him.

"Can you help me stand upfront" I finally gathered some strength? I pushed my pride away and allowed myself to be vulnerable once again. I leaned on him as I pushed his arm.

He held me tight and everything disappeared, the engine of the pain, everything except for the love I had for him. We cuddled on the bed until everything felt normal. He kissed my face endlessly.

When I noticed that he was sleeping, I looked around and observed that I wasn't in my room or at home. The room looked foreign, I had never been here, as I was trying to move off the bed he held my hand and slowly and softly pulled me to him, he hugged me from behind and pulled me close to him.

When we finally woke up, he held me make the bed and showed me where to go to freshen up. I left the room and went to bathe, when I came back, he had already prepared breakfast for us. I asked him to leave the room, so I can have privacy to myself, I applied lotion on my body even some parts were painful too. Not only that, but I took his out sweater as well as its pants and wore it since my dress was dirt…

As a consequence, I walked to the door to ask him to come in since I was done dressing up. The moment I opened it I noticed that he was waiting outside the door leaning on it, so as I opened the door he slightly slid to the floor and that make me gasp a little.

He stood up and picked me up and jostled the door with his foot and career me to the bed. My legs wrapped over his waist. He placed me on to be agile. The pain was gone, my body was fully functioning. He commenced with the kisses on my neck. He kissed me smoothly with his freezing lips that sent a sensation all over the whole part of my body.

Likewise, he chaffed me with his touch and his tongue. My body gave it into his touch, it became feebly collapsed on the bed with no other movements. He moved on top of me and sat next to me, while his hand helped me sit up straight.

"You can't let me sit outside and think I will let you get away with it. And you can't wear my clothes and still let me slide on the floor"Rubbed my back with his hand and smoothed my chicks.

"I'm sorry" I smiled.

He stood up and bought the food in the bed, we ate with stares in the middle. When we had dinner, he took the dishes out and came back with ice cream. He tried to feed me, but I couldn't let him since I was freezing. He took the spoon full of the ice cream and slowly lotion my face with the ice cream when I escaped he was done with what he was doing, so it was pointless of me. Likewise, he licked my face until the ice cream was all gone.

Likewise, he lay in bed, when it was getting late, I asked him to take e home, and he didn't fight it. Not only that, but he requested an Uber that took me home.

When I arrived home, I found my parents watching television. I greeted when I thought I have escaped my mom called me back.

"Where have you been, you left here yesterday rushing, and you just get in as in like everything is okay?" I sensed torridness, she looked worried.

"I'm sooo for not letting you know that I was going to sleep at my friend's place." I played with my fingers as I lied.

"Why are you lying because Chantel called us that you never arrived at the restaurant, why are you lying baby" she splintered asked.

"But the child is here now babe, you are not suppose to be worried, and anyway she called me that she won't be coming back home. I should be the one apologizing for not letting you know"My father said, he blushed my mom's shoulders as he looked at her ,signing me to leave their sight.

I walked to my room and slept.