Morning birds

After what happened yesterday, I am relieved now, yes I still stress about what will happen to us if we ever fight again.

I woke up at 2 am and started studying for geography since I will be writing it next week. The only thing that I can study without stressing, I enjoy the topics, and they are so relevant to all of us, not unlike pure math subtopics. I studied up until half-past 5.

I always make sure that I make time for my studies no matter what. When it comes to my studies I push all the negative so that I can fully focus, and this is the major reason why I always study in the early am because the mind will be still fresh and there will be no disturbance. And after all, I have to make myself proud since it's my last year in high school.

I was woken up by my 6:30 alarm. I jumped out of the bed and switched off my alarm. Before I made the bed, I prayed. When I was finished connecting with God and woke my baby sister up. I asked her to go bath as I made her bed since I wanted her to finish fast. When she was done bathing, she found her uniform and everything that she possibly needed.

She walked inside the room as I was about to leave. She hugged me tightly as she tipped on her toes, she is only 12 but her height ain't so her age.

"Thank you for everything, sis". She said as she still held tight on me.

Believe me, my sister can be a pain sometimes,, but she knows how to make you feel appreciated and special. I remember when I got my grade 11 results, my parents were happy that I passed very well but never did anything for me. My sister took her November savings and took me out for a game night, I cried out since I was emotional.

I held her tight, I felt emotional, I mean I never had someone who I was fully open to some who was there for me, someone who was there for me to do all that. All I do for my sister are my wishes that someone has done for me,, but mostly I don't want her to go through what I went to. I want what's best for her.

"It's a pleasure, my love, I just want you to know that I am here for you no matter what, you must know that you can tell me anything about anything because I am here for you."All I wanted was her to be happy and always know that I will be there for her.

"Thank you, sis, I know that you will always be here for me" I let go of her and held her hands and look deep into her eyes, and all I saw was a star that was going to shine bright someday. I kissed her forehead and smiled at her.

"Go get ready before mom starts talking," I said as I let go of her. She walked past me as I walked to the door and held the handle from the outside and pulled it to close the door, before I could close it, I looked at her and smiled, and walked to the bathroom.

I opened the water as I brushed my teeth. At that moment I wish our parents' bathroom was ours, I just wanted to let the water splash over my pare skin. I wanted the water to take all the tension that my body was experiencing. I wanted it to hit on every inch of my body to heal my soul.

As I finished brushing my teeth, I unwrapped it and dropped my towel on the floor as my panty followed. I make my way inside the tub and let the water sock me in. I socked myself in the water for about 20 minutes without any movements. When I heard a knock on the door, I started playing with water and started bathing because I knew it was my brother on the door since he was the last one to bathe. I bathed my body and opened for the water. I wrapped my towel all over my body and cleaned the tub as the water disappeared.

As I finished washing the tub, I made my way out of the bathroom. I walked to our room and found my baby sister doing her hair since she was done with everything. I combed her and made a bunny, I then did her in the edges just for the extra touch.

Furthermore, I walked close to my bed and started applying lotion to my body. I took out my short black jumpsuit and wore it, and finished my outfit with my white old all-star that still looked new. They ain't my favorite, but today was the day to brighten my day with. I packed my physics, mathematics, and geography note all in well as my textbooks. I took my bag and took my sister's bag and walked to the kitchen and found my sister already holding a glass full of milk on.

"Mom told you not to do that, especially when you are still on your medication," I said as I took the glass of milk and opened the refrigerator and put it inside, and closed it.

As Zinhle was about to say something, my mom walked into the kitchen, and she tooled at the both of us. I looked at my sister as she thought I was going to tell my mom about what just happened.

She looked at me with begging eyes.

I busted out with laughter because I couldn't keep it to myself anymore. After all, her face was terrifying.

"What is going on here?" She asked as she looked at my sister. As much as I wanted to keep it to myself and watch my mom terrify my sister with questions, I was unable to let her because she was going to say the truth and that mean she wasn't going to get any pocket money for the next coming three months.

"Zinhle didn't make any breakfast for herself, thinking that you were going to buy us takeaways," I said as I walked past them to take a bowl.

My father walked in with my brothers following him and looked at us like they were lost.