CHAPTER 23 (2)

Jealousy- 2.

You see, whenever I have problems I would always run after my grandma. I can’t expect anything from my dad because after all, I was just nothing but a failure in his eyes. And for sure if he knew that I rebel again he will surely love to humiliate me like he always does. I grabbed my cellphone to check on something. I’ll just check around I guess whether my friends were worried or something, okay!? It wasn’t like I was expecting him to text me or what. That Chang—no, who cares about that anyway? Why would I call his name anyways? It’s not like we're dating or not. I don’t need to be jealous in the first place because I know my place. For sure my friends were worried about me. My friends were so worried about me, even if it was a text I can feel their way to show their love to me. It makes me happy to see it.

Especially Oliver. He’s so worried about me. I wonder what’s gotten into him? I guess I should be worried about my friends. Because right now, I can’t talk to Chang Heng like this.

Oliver a.k.a. Yuri boii:

Get out right now! I’m in front of your grandma’s house and if you didn’t go out I would rather say it to Intern Accountant to get you out in there. I saw that heated conversation that you had with your publisher. I won’t go anywhere until you get out, crazy girl!

Geez! Why are they being too much to me? Can anyone read the situation? I just want SPACE.

It’s not that hard to understand. This is irritating. I sighed a bit and I decided to change my clothes into a normal peach pink t-shirt along with my pajamas. I put up my hair into a bun and then I wore my yellow slippers and I put on some glasses. I’m just home anyways, I wouldn’t care less about how I look. And it was normal to me to look like a nerd. I quickly went down and I started looking for Oliver. My eyes widened when I saw him waiting for him. Is he for real? He got closer to me and stared at me seriously, “Everyone was looking for you, fujioshi girl.” He said seriously

Akari didn’t like how he sounded when he was talking to me so she just hit him on his head. This must be his girlfriend. The one that he was ranting about, the girl that he hates then. She’s Akari Youko. They look so cute somehow. They were having a dog and catfight. It’s quite amusing to see.

She grunted a bit and she hissed at him, “Are you Satsuki’s friend? You didn’t need to shout there, fudanshi. I thought that we were going here because you’re worried about your friend yet you started having an attitude like that now?” She asked and she rolled her eyes. I covered my mouth and I couldn’t help but laugh when she mentions that he’s a fudanshi. It’s amusing to see.

I got closer to Akari and I pouted, “He’s so bad to me!” I faked crying. Oliver raised his eyebrows at me and he started getting irritated at me. Well, taste my revenge though Oliver hahaha! Let’s see how you react. I guess it’s true then. When it comes to Akari he couldn’t fight back. Well, I don’t care about that, he’s the one who started it and he shouted to me so it’s payback time. And he’s the one who needs something from me, so can he at least act nicely? Akari looks so convinced to me and she hissed at Oliver even more. I turned my head on the side and I laughed at them. He deserves that, especially for a bad boy like him.

Akari got closer to him and she smirk at him, “You shouldn’t forget that I know your secrets Oliver. You’re not different from Satsuki, princess-boy.” She said to him and Oliver went pale when she just revealed him just like that. Haha, he just deserve that. I didn’t know how it started but he stared becoming fanboying about yuri because of some anime series that he’s crazy about. He talks how much worse I am a Fujioshi but he’s not that different from me though! Psh.

But seriously...

I guess I should have told him, right? He’s my friend. Because I suddenly become gone just like that without even telling them and I know that he was here to ask for my reason. He wasn’t just that expressive to me but I know that he’s here because he’s worried. I guess I just need a break from everything. I need to rest even if just for a bit. And I know that I can trust Oliver because he’s my friend. And I trust him a lot. Oliver rubs his hair and he looks so irritated right now. He grunted at Akari and he sighs deeply, “Ugh..fine, fine. I got it! I’ll ask her nicely.” Oliver said and he rolled his eyes.

He then got closer to me and he started asking some questions,“So, why did you left like that suddenly?”

“That’s because...” I paused for a while and I gulped a bit. I wonder, why though? I don’t know how I should answer him. Why do I even get triggered when that damn woman kissed Intern Accountant, huh? I’m sure that she was some random girl that his parents picked up for the sake of the business. Even if I know the answers why do I feel so affected to it? Why am I so jealous? I know that to myself that I have no right to feel anything because we don’t even have proper relationship, what we just had is a deal. That I’m just nothing but a type of girl that he had a friends with benefits relationship anyways. And I know why I had this deal with him, b—because of my BL. So whatever I feel right now, it’s confusing me.

I sighed deeply and I gripped my shirt and I blushes deeply, “B—Because I’m so jealous...”

Oliver was so surprised when he saw me. Well, he knew that I’m into boys who liked boys too. A BL perhaps. And I have deep imaginations when it comes to BL, so it’s no wonder that he’s so surprised. But what I can do? That’s what I feel now. So even if I went to fight with that Margaux, I would probably lost anyways. She’s the fiancee. Seriously, what am I to Chang Heng anyways? Someone that he treats so badly and someone that he treats as a co-worker who does a favor to him. And someone that he just order around. He just stays at my side because of the sake of my BL. And worse, we just had a friends with benefits relationship so who am I to get jealous anyways? I can never win against Margaux at all. Oliver become even more quiet for a second and after realizing what I said he started laughing so loudy. Is he here to make me feel uncomfortable? Gosh! Choose a side.

Sometimes, I questioned myself why we became friends. He looked at me and he chuckled, “You, a crazy girl who sees that Accountant as a bottom...seriously, you’re getting jealous? I didn’t thought that you’re normal despite that you’re a fujioshi. I’m so sorry babe but this is beyond my expectations, haha--” He couldn’t stop on laughing and I just pouted at him.Akari started glaring at him again and he gulped once again. Is he that scaredy cat to Akari then?

“Just what kind of friend are you? I would rather choose to talk to your friend instead of you, you know. You know what, he’s not normal. I didn’t think that I would date him even if he’s like that.” Akari teased and she smirked at him.

“Hey!!! You’re being way too much to me!” Oliver pouted at us. I shook my head and I laughed at him. Well, indeed, he’s not normal, for a guy he likes yuri could you imagine that? He was even mad that I’m a fujioshi but he’s just the same as me! He should taste my revenge you know.