Friends

SELENA POV

A few days have passed since I last spoke to Dylan, I would not say that it has affected me because I have blocked my mind from the whole mate situation. Lisa has been going out with her new gang and left me in our room by myself at first, I felt betrayed and lonely but as time went by it's sad to say that I got used to it. While being by myself I got a device in my room it was called a computer, it was for Lisa and me but since she basically does not live here anymore I have it all to myself. The computer at first was really hard to use but I got a hang of it pretty slowly, because I had to teach my self how to use such a monstrosity. Lisa offered to let one of so-called girlfriends to help me out but me being the goddess I am refused.

I have been learning so much about mates on the internet, yeah, I know not really the most factual place to get information about the supernatural world, but I must say the information that I got is not too bad and I am not dumb, so I know whether the information is factual or not. Mates really are complicated. Based on the information that I have read on the internet mates are supposed to be two or even more than two people whose soul is intertwined. Soulmates feel they are linked on a soul level in a significant or extraordinary way, which make mates the life of one another which means to me that they can't live without each other, no wonder mother told me never to have a mate.

I am currently watching a 'YouTube' video because I wanted a break from all the mate non-sense, I must say technology has come a really far way. I might have the body, mind and heart of a seventeen-year-old girl, but my soul is ancient maybe that is the reason why I don't see the need to have a mate, because my soul has lived way too long to need one if that makes sense.

"OMG! Selena you wouldn't believe what the girls and I did today." Lisa said as she came into our room and collapsed on her bed. "No Lisa I do not know please humor me." I said with a little sarcasm in my tone that I am pretty sure she didn't catch, because she started to ramble about the things that they did. "You don't want to her about it do you?" "Glad you finally catch on; I seriously don't know how you do it Lisa. I have always been there for you through thin and thick, and you just so easily forgot about me you are a complete stranger to me it's like I don't even know you anymore." "Come on Selena not today again, we talked about this already and I think the phrase is through thick and thin Oh and one more thing they are coming over tonight." Lisa said that so casually that she got me worried and how dare she dismiss me and acting like she is the mature one.

"I do beg your pardon Lisa, but the last time I checked this is also my room and I think there is this rule that states you should consult with your 'roommate' before making such bold decisions. How long have those pests been living in this house and you guys could not have found any other room to party in? I have some major research to do tonight, and I will NOT be leaving this room just so you and your animal crew can party."

"How dare you Selena last time I checked for the last few days you have had this room all to yourself and I have not once said anything to you about it, and it is also my room. You need to remember that for basically our entire lives we were rogues and now that I finally feel that I belong somewhere you are trying to ruin it, this is the only pack that actually made us welcome so stop being a jerk about it." Lisa said with frustration.

"Haha. Okay Lisa, you want me to stop being a jerk okay then I will be that brutally honest stranger. Remember when you did not want to cross this packs borders and I had to force you to cross over, remember when we just met Dylan and you hated him and wanted leave. I guess you don't remember, you are in this pretty selfish bubble because of me, and I hate myself so much for it, but I won't chase after you anymore Lisa you do you. Just remember this I am the only reason you are alive to this day, so I suggest that you humble yourself before somethings happen that is out of your control. You know what seems to amaze me Lisa the fact that I fed you, protected you and bled for you but all of a sudden you have the 'AUDACITY' to speak lowly of me. I want you to remember the past sixteen years of your life and remember the person who has been there when you were scared, hungry, dying and just a fatally weak she wolf. Lisa you are just trying to convince yourself that your life is not sad, but sorry to break it you stranger it is. To inform you the only reason you are here is because I am Dylans mate and once I leave why would he keep you? Believe me I am not trying to be the bad person here just reminding you of where you come from, also find somewhere else to keep your farm party." I said and turned back to the computer. I was typing in a video when I heard the door slam, what she thinks that would hurt me? I did feel sorry for the door though.

Believe me I really don't want to be the bad person, it's just that it really hurts me that she forgot about me and so easily at that, after the argument with me and Dylan is like she doesn't even care about me anymore. She talks about those creatures every day, I understand that for most of her live she has been a rogue and she have not had a lot of friends that she could just sit and talk with, because of me we have been running most of our lives. The thing is she thinks that she was the only one that didn't have a social life I have been a rogue for longer than her I almost went insane, and I am pretty sure if she was in my situation, she would feel the same way as I do betray, hurt, angry, frustrated and many more emotions. I just hope she understands what I was trying to say and see the light.