Thirty eight

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Charlie's pov

Ever since Vivian's death I couldn't think straight so I decided to give myself a break from everything when I know deep down I have people to take care of especially my child but I don't seem to be doing things right which I think I need time to collect myself back before going back to my former self.

I know the last few month begre Vivian death we were the best of couple but we were once deeply in love until decides to take her job her major priority than me her husband which lead t everything but I shoulder blame her alone knowing fully well I was also at fault but losing her makes me realize how much she means to me because I missed her so much that it's hurt me so I did what I think was best for me "Mike takeover all the company for now I will be out of the town for a while" I had said to my PA which I off my phone that instant and flew out of the country without informing anyone where I was going

I spent two whole months traveling from one country to another without anyone to call my own, whereas I missed Lilly alot and wished to see her and Rafael. I know I have failed her as her lover and also failed as the father of her child but I don't want to appear weak to her so I decided to give them a chance not knowing I'm creating a rift between me and her.

Seeing roaming about will change nothing I endure the pain and plan to move forward and let's go of the past since I have to make my present a good one and my future a brighter path without making the same mistake I did with Vivian with lilly so I packed my things to go back to land where my people and family are

I called Mike to meet me at the airport which he did before I arrived which I take the car key from him and dismissed him to make sure the house is clean and I don't mean the old one because have decided to take lily to another ace where she won't be disturb about being haunt by the past. I drive straight to lilly's house because that where I know she will be but immediately I parked and saw another car parked outside which is not Sam own I got angry which I can't really say why am angry but I know it's jealousy and behold when I entered I saw her pressing her phone leg crossed someone sitting opposite her which I'm not impress with what she's wearing because all her breast are outside her nipped shooting out without second thought I shout her name "Lilly'' I called which she didn't turn to look at me which got me more angrily than before without thinking twice I walked closer to her not minding who it was that is sitting there and picked her up and walked out without caring which she begin fighting for release

"Drop me down charlie '' she shouted and I didn't listen to her and walked straight to where my car is and dropped her making sure I locked the door before going to the driver corner and driving off straight to our home. Yes our home because that's where she belongs to me and me alone "what the hell did you think you're doing she scream'' which I could careless and continue driving till I reach my destination where I parked and pick her up without caring how she's shouting I didn't stop anywhere till I reach the master bedroom where I dropped her on the bed

"What the hell is wrong with you?" She shouted

"I'm going to show you what the hell is wrong with me since you can dress and sit comfortably in front of another man other than me dressed like that" I replied taking off my shirt I know what I'm doing is wrong but am blinded by jealousy

"Don't you dare come closer to me" she warns which I didn't listen and move closer to her which she's about to talk and I used that opportunity to take her mouth into mine which she begins to struggle but I'm far too gone to feel the pain of her punches. I tear open her cloth exposing her fully standing breast which I grabbed her pointed nipple into my hand playing and squeezing it enjoying how fully and soft her breast making me to squeeze my thigh while my member fight for release I was lost enjoying what I was doing that she pushed me away with full force

"Are sick or what?" She asked "how dare you lay your hands on me after so many days'' she scream "you think i'm just a toy that you can play with my emotions the way you like and go scot free, then you're wrong because it's over between us" she said which I could see it in her eyes that she doesn't mean because we both know we are made for each other

"I'm sorry" I said trying to get close to her

"Hold your sorry to yourself because I don't need it and take me back this instant" she commands

"I won't let you leave here until I know you have forgiven me"

"Have something come over you?"

Lilly's POV

"Have something come over you?" I asked irritated but instead of getting a reply he was busy staring at my exposed breast which gets me angrier "I think it's lost you have over me not love" I said trying to cover my exposed chest but couldn't since the shirt is not in good condition

"I know Have wronged you in different ways but can you find it in your heart to forgive me please?" He pleaded which I just look at him from head to toe and I felt a little pain because he looked worn out and slim

"I don't think you need my forgiveness because if you do you won't allow your jealousy to take the better part of you away by taking me from my home without my permission and here you are trying to have your way with me"

"I'm sorry lilly but you know how jealous I am over you especially when I see another man looking at your exposed bare laps and half breast outside. Didn't you see how your nipple was seeking attention?" He asked seriously which if not because I'm angry I could have laughed on his childish antic

"But that shouldn't give you the audacity to take me away even when I struggle to get free" I reprimand

"I know I'm wrong and accept my faults but can you please forgive me already?" He hopefully asked

"I will think about it" I replied nonchalantly which he walks closer to me and wrapped his hand around my waist sniffing me with his nose like a wolf

"I missed you so much my love and am sorry at the same time" he apologizes which I shiver because of the close proximity. I can't deny the fact that I love this man so much its hurt me not seeing him

"But you left me all alone with the baby" I murmured

"I know which is the more reason I'm so sorry because it's selfish and thoughtful of me when I know you both needed me and I need you both too"

"Promise never to repeat such a thing"

"I promised such thing will never happen again" he said bring his lips to mine which I gladly accept because I missed him too but seeing his going far I pushed him away

"You need to freshen up because I need to leave Rafael will be crying"

"Please let me feel you even if you won't allow me to gave sex with you atleast let me suckle on your breast" he said with his best puppy eyes which I have not other option than to lay flat on the bed with my breast wide open for him. He crawl onto the bed and lay beside me before taking my right breast into his mouth and begin sucking it more enjoyable than that of a baby. I moan because I missed his mouth on my breast a lot. I pushed forward my chest to give him more access while he played with my other breast nipple making me wet my down dripping for him. Seeing I couldn't get enough I used my hand and begin to help him fold my other breast before I move down to my wet core and begin to rub circle on it feeling the tension in the he removed my hand and replace it with his own hand while I moved forward to give him more access to my tit

"Suck me till I'm dry with no more water in me" I said breathless which he removed his mouth from my breast and move down to my clit where he began to fuck me with his tongue making me to moan out loudly "faster honey" I screamed enjoying the pleasure his mouth gives without much time I cum all over his mouth which he gladly swallow it

"You're sweeter than before" he commented looking deep into my eyes which I could vividly see need, want and lust but he will get nothing from me now till he suffers a little bit.

"I need to leave" I said getting up looking for what to wear which I walked to the closet and pick one of his shirt to cover myself up "quickly change and drop me off" I said pretending not to be the one that just got a nice blow job from him

He didn't complain and did as I informed him before we left. It's now that I regret following him because I left Mia all alone when she needed me most but when we arrived I was glad to see her laughing and playing with Rafael "Welcome back" she smiled and said

"Thank you" I said going along the flow "I'm glad to see you back to your normal self" I said which she smiled

"Thanks to kelvin for giving the strength" she said shyly which I know there's more to this

"So?" I inquire

"So what when you left me and follow your boo"

"I'm sorry I didn't intended too"

"I know just kidding. Kelvin left a while ago when Father and Sam returned with Rafael''

"Oh!" Was all I could say

"You need to breastfeed him because his hungry" she reminded me which I collected him from her before sitting down to breastfeed him whole Sam and charlie were busy talking God knows what while breastfeeding Rafael he slept off which I touch him in for the day before coming back to Mia

"Hope you're sleeping over?" I inquire

"Yes dear i will. I don't think I can take myself back there, will just get my things and get myself another apartment" she concludes

"Humm I just hope you're over him finally"

"I'm definitely over him. I don't need such scumbags in my life. I should've listen to you from the beginning"

"Don't blame yourself over something you can't predict"

"I know but atleast I'm glad I know who he his before getting hitched to him and thank you for being my shoulder to cry on"

"I should be thanking you too then" and we laughed which Sam walked in together with Charlie

"What are you galx discussing?" He asked

"Same thing you both just finished discussing" I replied which Mia just smile

"I need to sleep" Mia said getting up from my side

"Same here I should call it a day" and they both left leaving me and charlie

"I have to sleep too since its late"

"Please let's go back home" he pleaded coming to where I was seated

"Not now you just arrived today"

"It's doesn't matter" he said which am about to argue with him when he sealed my mouth with his making me speechless