Something I want to change about my journal and some words to say.

As you see, I am making a wings growth journal public, I may have plenty of things to say to you as well as let you learn about nonhumans. And I think since I have many to talk with you other than just keep updating the changing about my nonhuman transition. I decided that I will not write the date anymore. I only write if I want to mark out the day to remember. And I am also kind of lazy to write out the date.

By the way, this is not mean, I will abandon this journal. Since the day I made this journal public, I want to have something to record my journey to be true myself as well as let you guys be my partner who is willing to go with me, together with see how far I can go, how I feel, what the lesson we can get, discovering new things. Or may just hear me confess with you, or even hear the story about my dream that I may have, or about my daily life. This will be a long, long journal. I may have to split it into many parts that would represent each stage of wing growth aka the nonhuman transition I have to go through. I cannot tell what going to happen to me, is it good or bad, But I know one thing, it is going to be the best thing for me because I have a good feeling about it.

I had considered carefully over and over for many timé, for years. Ever since grade 8th or 9th, I had thought a lot. "Is it worth?", "How I am going to live if I want to grow wings?", "What if people go hunt the people who are like me?", "Will I be happy and feel alright with this?", etc. As time passed, I kept asking myself and also tried to answer the question I made out in order to see if the inner me was sure about this or not. And you know, I did sure. I knew that it was worth it, I would be happy with my wings when I was in late grade 10th. And I, honestly, I am not scared at all. Of course, I do feel nervous. But that is not mean I would give up. I just know that this is right for me, I made a good choice, I may have a hard time at first, especially when my wings would start developing, but later on, I would be fine and could be able to fulfill my desire for flying as Aviae since childhood.

In real daily life, I have not found any fellows yet because, in Vietnam, not many people know about this. And also, most Vietnamese are kind of brutal, because there have been many cases that talk about what people in Vietnam have done with nature. Besides that, there are many people who have negative points about animals and nature. But at least, I can see that there are still have good Vietnamese, and I also have some cool supporters from the Nonhuman Community online, especially from the Alation community.

And I also want to say some words to people who are reading this book. Whatever you are right now, human or nonhuman, if you want to decide to change something about you, whether changing the species or changing any part of your body. You all always have to consider carefully, no need to rush because you still have a long life. If you have a short life, you also have to consider it carefully. Making a decision about yourselves can give you somehow a huge effect. Small choices, small effect, big choices, big effect. If you don't consider carefully, and decide quickly just after thinking about the thing you want to do for a few seconds, it could make you have such a big regret that you may never be able to take it back, and it also may even make you feel worse later. Trust me. I have seen many stories about people who made choices in rush un carefully because they thought it was fun, then, later on, they mostly felt freaking regret, and felt disgust about themselves, some chose to cut off that part, some chose to cover, some chose death after knowing they could never be able to get rid of that mistake, etc. So, you see. You all want a happy life or just a life that you don't want to regret living, right? So, please, hear me out. Your choices are your life, your life is your own game and you are the only one who controls the game. You choose wrong without thinking, the end may not be going to be great. But, if you do what you believe would give you the best thing in the end, you are the happiest man. In here there is no lose or win or death because, in the end, every creature has its own ending.

Thank you for hearing out my TED talk. The next chapter may be going to be a tip about sleeping for the winged people. See ya

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