ABUSED AND RAPED

It was a pleasant day,

That turned out to be the worst

There will always be tears running down my face

When anyone tells this was a lie

I always think, "why am I always a disgrace?"

These tears are coming from the pain you caused

I watched you rape and molest me

And I could not do anything about it

But cry

You stole my virginity without my consent

I was begging you, to get off me

But that was the hardest thing to do

You shut my mouth and you tore my underwear

Then you pushed it to the point where it hurt like hell.

It feels like it was yesterday

How can I forget such a thing as this?

You made me feel so miserable

Sometimes I just ask myself, "why am I even alive?"

That dirty man did not care if I lived or died

I guess the only reason I am alive was not to get him caught

All he cared about was making himself satisfied

Now I am mocked, I am used, I am dirty

With no dignity or respect

I will always know that

I AM A VICTIM OF RAPE AND SEXUAL ABUSE

Whenever I look in the mirror

I see a used toy,

That was used by men