BRYANT
I was a f*cking idiot.
For the rest of the day, I sat in my office hating myself. I’d hurt my mate, and I didn’t know how to fix it. How could I when she could smell my lies?
I didn’t want to feel this way about turned shifters and sigmas anymore, but it was so ingrained in me that I didn’t think I could just stop. Even for Tallia.
Zarron came in several times, but I let him handle every issue that came up. I guess I finally learned how to delegate. I knew he’d do a good job. He was a fantastic Beta. I just wished it hadn’t taken me wrecking my relationship to finally let him handle sh*t.
I wanted to start the day over and never go talk to Tallia. I’d avoid her. That would hurt her too, but at least she wouldn’t have found out how I really felt.
I hated myself.