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Chapter 26: Rule #26: Anger Isn't a Sign of Power.

Beatrice.

I knew I should have anticipated the anxiety before our arranged meeting with Geun Kal. I just didn't anticipate it hitting me all at once. I didn't anticipate the tears to wash away the makeup I had so desperately tried to apply, or the sickening sweat that washed over me threatening the food I had choked down at lunch to make another appearance.

I didn't anticipate my hair not cooperating or the dress my brother had picked out for me to feel like a death shroud. I didn't anticipate it feeling so suffocating. The unknown. I think I thought I would feel empowered. Like a queen getting dressed for war. Instead, my hands shook as I tried to apply my eyeliner for the third time and my hair looked horrible. As much as I wanted to be the woman they needed me to be, I would always just be the broken girl in the mirror.

The girl in the reflection, the girl with the hollow eyes, the girl with a bruised heart, and unknown soul. The girl with no home and no people.