Chapter 1 part 7 Reason

I remained frozen at the reality that the odd feeling in my memories were memories from another time I had not been aware off.

I didn't know what to say should I say it's all fine or should I shout her for this burden or thank her for the extra time we had together.

I only knew that I had to find the words, I finally calmed down and started to think properly my mind was already burdened enough already.

I looked Hathor in the eyes and said "I may not hold this against you however I need to still understand what all this means. Hathor for now I need to think this over."

Hathor seemed extremely sad as that was said and I knew there was nothing more that could be said.

Hathor got up and started walking away when I said "My mind is really taxed so I will talk to you tonight after Yuri goes to bed."

Fariel looked at me and said "That was poorly handled it looks like the information was a little to heavy to process. You may need to accelerate your solo training after this so you can cope with complex situation or better yet we may implement 1 further step for you to embark on your fight with Ra."

I was surprised at the condition and then Yuri walked in.

Yuri was not her normal self or the angry version she was a day ago.

Yuri looked at me and said "Horas I'm sorry for what I said and I know you were doing only what could be done in spite of my stubbornness so …"

I broke her apology and said "You said nothing untrue or malicious while part of the blame remains with you all the blame is still mine. I'm the only 1 who needs to be sorry and I still will offer no apology since I to had no other option."

Yuri didn't seem to take well to what I said and tears welled up in her eyes then she said "Why must you behave like this and put on a tough act to make me drop the apology?"

Yuri embraced me in a hug and kissed me with as much passion as she could.

Then Fariel said "She has her flow of power unlocked as does Hathor for now they will be tutored aside from you who will need to learn far more to reach their current level of power flow."

Fariel looked at the 2 of us and said "Your contact restrictions have been released as a result of your progress."

Yuri hadn't let go of me as yet when suddenly Fariel plucked her up and took her outside.

Their training was about to get seriously intense and my training was now boring.

Fariel had me sit and concentrate for hours on ended without changing positions.

Processing memories was almost impossible so I had to learn to bare the current strain.

I had spent hours holding the stress when Fariel ordered me to rest once more however in this process the sleep did not break my concentration and when I woke up the load had been greatly lessened.

I decided to process my memories before I continued with increasing the tetrahedron load.

The memories continued with Rameses vanishing followed by me traveling to other universes and completely erasing several universes to no longer have stops along the way back home.

Finally I saw a ping on a screen pointing to where the ship we were supposed to be in was.

The ship was a short distance ahead in this galaxy and it responded to the ping however this universe had powerful beings on the same level as me at that time.

The being caught the ship refusing to let it go then I jumped out of my ship and ordered him to release the ship.

The being looked like a human with a lion head and paws for feet.

The being fired a long jet of grey condensed energy and my body instantly countered using a creation burst.

The grey energy was a perfect counter to creation so I drew up 12 orbs and fired the other being attempted to counter however his energy sunk as his universe erased around him.

The being stood face to face with me devoid of power taking heavy breaths with wounds through out his body finally I raised my hand the second time and blasted away.

The being was erased and so was his universe my body got back into the ship and then I suddenly felt my power increase.

I was now several times stronger then before and the power came in the form of weight to my tetrahedrons.

I was bow transcendent to newer heights of power and as I started to jump my delusions had placed me into the space again facing Helen.

I opened my eyes and looked up at Fariel as the weight I felt seemed to reduce massively and where I had been struggling to maintain the concentration the weight had been eased of.

I progressed up to 10 tetrahedrons of active power per stack however they were still stable and had started to apply the stable pressure meaning there were more incidents to view within my memories.

I looked up at Fariel and said "I need to spar 1 time to see how far my power has come then I will return to this training."

Fariel looked at me and said "You have achieved a great improvement if you do not learn to refine this power on your own without combat greater calamity may befall you."

I had reached 11 tetrahedrons to each stack and despite this the stability had not been to hard to maintain if I pressed a single power further I'd be stressed to the max and I still needed to talk to Hathor.

The advancement was huge however I suspected what Hathor would tell me would effect me greatly possibly giving me that 1 last push I needed.

Fariel had let me go back to the couch to rest up and when Yuri came back in she was just barely healed with bruises covering every inch of visible flesh.

Hathor was in the exact same state so I decided to leave them both to rest up.

Yuri and Hathor where now seated on their seats and Yuri suddenly asked "Why don't we ever get hungry?"

It was a valid concern despite being immortal we still felt hunger and thirst however on this world we felt no such feeling as if we were devoid of the need for nourishment.

Raphael suddenly appeared before us and said "This world is a star world instability so you are actually filled with energy here is present all around you as such it forms within your body. Your bodies have been improving naturally as well gaining density and becoming far more stable you are almost nearing primordial class flesh and bone."

This was the answer that also explained why the burden we felt altered so quickly.

The 3 of us sat for hours in silence and waited for everyone to be healed.

My mental burden from the tetrahedrons was not increased and I still could not completely understand what had happened.

Hathor had created echoes and I still pondered what the echoes truly were.

Were echoes the current us or were they small portions of us or an imprinted temporary version.

The questions were almost endless and then I looked towards Yuri who gave me a sly smile as if to say she wanted to make out.

Hathor avoided eye contact saying she was afraid of what would be said by me and I had no intention of pampering her by giving her the conclusion she needed to her training.

I looked to Hathor and said "Hathor we need to talk."

Hathor had made child like gestures reminding me of Hathor Cranel from Egypt my first love.

Hathor spoke saying "Yes. I guess we have to talk about this."

I replied "What are the echoes exactly, are they parts of us or are they truly us or something different?"

Hathor seemed to be holding her breath as I spoke and then she said "They are us, as an imprint of our being on a mortal form so we lose some of our personality we also are incapable of baring our full memory to that point."

I looked to Hathor and said "OK so that's about it. I guess it was a pretty nice thing for you to have done giving us mortal lives to have lived."

Hathor looked at me with a pleading look in her eyes as if she asked for me to approve or disapprove the situation.

I honestly felt as if she had tried to cheat on me with an alternative version of myself.

I was also slightly angry that the thrill of my first love had been taken away from me.