•Her secret diary•

FIVE YEARS LATER...

From Stella's POV,

So many things have been changed in these five years but there are only two things that haven't changed even a bit in these years.

That day after Uncle Bernard went back to his place we three are started to living normal. I got to know so much about both mama and Victon. Let me tell you one thing, that my admiration for Victon is only increasing day by day and I can't understand why?

I got to know that he is expert in all types of martial arts. He also has a personal gym in the house. He totally owns four rooms of this house. One is the training room where he keeps practicing his martial arts training and another is the gym room where he does his gymming to keep himself healthy and fit. An expert trainer is always comes to home during morning time to give him the training. I didn't knew that he is so good in fighting, shooting and all other activities like swimming, boxing etc etc.

Another room is his computer room where various types of computers were set up in a manner that if you give one look to that room you will feel captivating then and there. That room is looking just wonderful. He is expert in hacking. He can able to hack anything in this world and this is his special quality and along with these qualities he also is a very smart and intelligent person not to mention too much handsome as well.

And another one is his own bedroom where I didn't put even a single step for an once in these five years. I don't know why but he has strictly prohibited me to enter inside his room. Such a weird man he is...

Apart from being expert in hacking and martial arts he also loves to play football very much.

In the school he is the captain and the quarterback of the football team of our school. Yeah I forgot to tell you that after I got recovered fully Mama did my admission in the same school as Victon with my new identity. And my current new name is Isabella Parker. Yes, like me Victon and Mama both has also another name for the outer world. Mama once told me that when her husband died at that time due to some compulsion they had to change their complete identity. So after shifting to this new place they have completely changed their names as well as the identity. Now Mama's new name is Sienna Williams and Victon's new name is Luther King.

That time I joined in standard 6th and Victon was studying standard 10th and now after five years I'm sixteen years old and studying standard 11 and he is twenty and is in the last year of his graduation. So technically it's his last year where he is staying in this villa with me. After this he will go to uncle Bernard and will resume his further studies in business management.

But he is the worst at making food. He doesn't even know how to boil a simple rice. It is like the cooking is the biggest enemy of his life. But I think he doesn't need to worry about it because when I'm here with him there is no need to learn the cooking because I know everything about the cooking. Cooking is my passion. Since the age of seven I have learnt how to cook because my real mama used to make so much delicious foods for my father. So yeah mama used to taught me some basic cooking styles. Then after coming here, with sister Maria I have learned so many delicious dishes and the most important part is Victon loves the food very much which is specially made for him by me. He never appreciated the foods made by me but his expressions always told me everything. The satisfied expression on his face during eating the food made by me always encourages me to prepare and try something new everyday.

Apart from cooking I love to dance very much. It's like my hobby. It helps me to get relief from all sorts of tensions in my life. That's why I own two rooms in this villa. One is my own room and another one is my dance practice room. Mama has always supported me for my dance. But I don't know about Victon. He has never appreciated me for my dance but also never gave any negative comments about it. It is one of my wish from the list of my wishlists that even for a once I want to hear out from him about my cooking and dancing.

Yes! You got me right. I have so many wishes that I have listed in my secret diary. There is my diary who is my secret best friend since the day I came here. When I joined the school that time I had started to write that diary. It's not the type of diary where I'm writing about my daily activities. It's the diary where I have written only about me and Victon. In that diary I have written about the moments those were happened between us in these five years with date, time and year. I know I'm acting like a fool but I'm having no one with whom I can share my feelings, my secrets. Yes, Victon is my biggest secret of my life. I can't understand why my both heart and mind keep on revolving about him 24/7. I myself is not sure about my feelings for him that's why I can never tell anyone about my feelings for him. So that's why my diary is my secret bestfriend and no one knows about it. It's a locked diary and it's key is always with me in the form of a locket. So there is no chance that someone can able to read the diary without my permission and also I'm very cautious about it and always hide the diary in a very secret place of my room that to be in my locker so that no one can ever got to read it in my absence.

Apart from the diary there are other two best friends of mine in the school. One is Nancy and another one is Lisa. We are best friends since the day I joined the school. At first there was no one who wanted to be

friend with me but slowly slowly they both approached me and then we trio became best friends forever. But even though they are my besties I never dared to tell them about my secret. I'm scared! I'm scared that what will they think about me? How can a step sister grew up her feelings for her step brother! Yes, for the society Victon is my stepbrother. But not legally because Victon had clearly denied me to be his sister, but for the outer world I'm still his stepsister. So the whole school thinks that we are having the brother sister relationship in between us.

There is also an underground room in the villa where I'm doing my training. Yes, like Victon I'm also learning the martial arts. I don't know why but mama told me to learn the martial arts because I will need it in the future. So I didn't mind her because I know we should know how to protect ourselves from the dengerous people. We don't know what might come in the future for us, that's why we should always be prepared for any type of conditions. I know no matter how much I tried to run away from my fear I can't. My two biggest fears in my life are the darkness and another one is loneliness. If even for an once I face the darkness then there is no chance that I can ever overcome the fear no matter how much martial arts or self-defense techniques I know. And also every night I'm used to sleep with mama because I don't like loneliness at all. I'm very scared of being lonely. If by any chance mama is not there in the home then forcefully I have to eat the sleeping pills inorder to get me the sleep so that I will not get scared of any one.

But I don't know why, the nights when I have to sleep alone eating the sleeping pills I always dreams of him. And in that dream I have always felt like he is with me the whole night embracing me in his warm arms keeping me secured from all the harms of the world. That particular dream feels so real that I sometime feel like he is holding me for the whole night in reality. But when at the morning I open my eyes I found no one. But still that particular dream about him is my best dream of my life till now and I have also written about this dream on a very special page of my secret diary...

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To Be Continued...

I have written from her POV so that it will be very easy for you to understand about her inner but true feelings for him.