Richard

I turned lazily in bed as I slowly opened my eyes to see the day that awaits me. The lonely day.

The atmosphere was a little chilly and the signs of winter were drawing near. Which as well connotes that the end days of our marriage were drawing near. 

I looked around the empty house in a way that made me crave someone at the moment. 

I wasn't lonely or, I wasn't the only one at home at the moment but Caroline wanted to be alone. I wanted to respect that. 

After a lot of things that had happened in the past few days, today felt like the only day I have to myself to relax and enjoy the day but I wanted to do that with someone, someone I love a lot, not with myself sitting my ass alone in the guest room. 

I missed her. I missed her so much.