Caroline

I hated the fact that I couldn't help but to settle for sex with him. The urge to have him keeps increasing even though I was so mad and upset with him. 

I wanted to decline his every try to get down with me or to resolve every argument with sex but my body and heart keeps going against me and wanting him more and more. 

This wasn't healthy. We weren't going the healthy way and I feel the attraction between us seemed more sexual than the conjugal vow we had said to each other. 

The fact that I couldn't help it makes me mad even more. My body wants him and I want him so badly too. He makes me feel so damn good that I cannot imagine myself with someone else. 

I couldn't look at him at this point since my mind and body were yet to recover from the race of thrust he gave me.