I'm serving my sentence

You know what? Death is a good escape for people like me. Where all the feelings and emotions you've received can disappear, why is that. Come on, you haven't tried it yet, while I have for how many times? Ah yes three times together with this. What a pleasure.

Apparently not, I'm alive again damn it. Fate gave me a very funny joke, even death gave me a decent gift after trying to look under her skirt. What's that? Living again in this hell called this fucking world.

System, I wish you're describing my situation now.

[Your wish has been granted. Your condition is now locked in the basement of your residence, you are now severely injured in the face, bleeding heavily on the face, bruises on the brain, your eyes are badly bruised.]

Good. It looks like I'm already in critical condition.

System, I wish you will explain my current punishment.

[Your wish has been granted, you are sentenced to your wife for one year without food, outside world contact, as well as a place to relieve yourself]

The last one is very troublesome, so never mind. I will appeal to the system for something else.

System I wish you to heal me

[Your wish has been granted, your body is healed within 1 minute]

Thank you, now I have to repay Camilla, you've let me down three times.

You only have one job, which is to make sure I die, now you have failed for the third time.

Anyway, now what do I do for a year, I'm without food, I'm cold because I'm stripped naked. There's no bed here. I'm forced to sleep on the cold floor.

System, I wish you would give me a reminder of my imprisonment in this cursed place.

[Your wish has been granted. Your prison term countdown]

There is a countdown counter right on the wall of my cell, good. Now the entertainment is zero.

The system I wish you give me entertainment here.

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Damn it, I'm not granted,my life suck .

Alright then.

I'll just sleep for a year, I don't need to eat anyway.

What a miserable fate I have here. Now I'm being treated like a convict and a high-level mentally ill. How sad.

Time to pass the time by sleeping.

1 week passes, I'm already starving to death and I can't seem to stand it. but I keep trying to survive here.

2 weeks in, I'm slowly getting thinner and a little more stressed.

3 weeks in, I'm starting to go crazy and worse, my body is now shrunken, not muscular anymore.

4 weeks passed, I started to dehydrate heavily, I vomited all over the place. but my body refused to sleep.

2 months passed, my body weakened. I was dehydrated, how long will this end?

3 months passed, Now my body is dry, only my skin and bones are left. I lost hope

4 months passed, I'm crazy, really crazy.

5 months passed, why I can' t die.

6 months passed, I can only fall asleep now.

7 months passed, I have no energy to move my body.

8 months passed, I'm doomed. Really doomed.

9 months passed, why, why, why didn't I die.

10 months pass, it seems like my body is completely dead but my consciousness is still there

11 months passed, my consciousness slowly disappeared. it seems my brain has started to stop operating.

1 day less, why do I know this. it seems the system shows it under my subconscious. thank you, it's time for me to beg the system to lighten my burden, but it's useless. I don't get a response either.

I have accepted my fate.

I'm in a coma.

I really wish to die.

God, please take my life already.

I can no longer bear to suffer here.