Chapter 118 Feelings From All Directions

" Wait till my dad hears about this. You'll regret ever crossing paths with me!" An obnoxiously, ugly pig screamed at the man next to him. Just now, the man rejected being his eternal servant. Resulting in the ugly pig screaming at him.

In response to the threat, the man just shrugged his shoulders and walked away. Things like these was usual after all. Many new gods, from different world. That just ascended and had parents here, thought they would be some established figure. But to tell the truth, they're probably just another nobody. So the man didn't care for the new ascended god, who was throwing a tantrum. Leaving him to his own device.

The outer layers of the main pantheon is as dangerous as always. The man thought, as he kicked some trash next to him.

While he was walking, some girls walked up to him.

" Hi there handsome, a night with us and you're set for life!" While clinging onto his arms, pressing their breast against his chest.

" No thanks, I'm here for something else ladies, maybe later." The man said, hurrying away from the girls.

The man walked around one of the many corners and escaped the situation.

The women shivered as he left.

" No! Please, give us another chance." She said, as a creature appeared out of the dark.

The women who begged for mercy got punched in the face. While the other two were grabbed by the neck.

" Why can't you do anything right? Why did I have you three, you're useless. Not a single man wanted to lay with you whores!" The creature said, as it punched them over and over again,

While this was happening, the man was minding his own busses. Walking towards a suspicious store, with a barely working sign above it that said. "All you give, all you get!"

As the man entered the store, the stench of junk and trash filled his nose. So the man pinched his nose and waited for the store owner to show himself.

After some minutes, the sound of junk falling on the ground, brought the man out of his rest.

" Took you long enough!" The man said, while tapping his arms restlessly.

" I could say the same for you, you are late after all!"

" Some people disturbed me, on my way here. But that's not of importance! Did you get it?"

" Who do you think I am, a scammer? Of course I got it, here!" The store owner said, throwing a purple black ball to the man. The man panicked and jumped forward, catching it, before it could hit the ground.

" Are you crazy. Do you have any idea, what would happen if that hit the ground?"the man screamed at the shop owner, in panic. From the adrenaline filling his body.

" You're welcome, do you have any idea how hard that was to get? A old war relic isn't cheap. Especially one that still works and could do many beautiful things. Btw, what are you even planing to do with that?"

None of your business. Anyways here's a tip, for your hard work. Pleasure doing business with you. The boss will be happy, I promise you that much. Until next time!" The man said, as he walked out of the store hearing a " Until next time!" From behind, as he exited.

The man walked the same way back and was greeted with a pleasant sight. The three women from earlier laid on the ground. Beaten badly, with an overweight man standing above them, taking out his rage.

" What a shame and I even planned to buy them and someone had to ruin the quality." The man said, watching them, with a smile on his face.

The big fat man turned around and looked at him with a hopeful gaze.

" Please buy them, their injuries aren't permanent, they'll heal!" The fat man said.

" Sure, but I'll only pay 20 cc for all three of them. I was planning to buy the three of them for sixty. But you just had to ruin the quality. Not good for business man!" The man complained at the fat dork.

" Sure, sure twenty is enough for this garbage. I'm surprised someone even wants to buy them!" The dork said, as he reached out his hand for a hand shake, only to get 29 cc in his hand and be pushed aside. As the man who just bought the girls, claimed his goods and left quickly.

" Pleasure doing business with you good sir. Return in the future, I might have more of them, haha."

The man ignored him and forced the girls to walk along with him, until the fat man was out of sight.

After the fat man was out of sight, he let go of them. All three slumped down to the ground. Their injuries were serious and obvious.

" How long will it take to get better?" The man asked the girls, on the ground.

" I don't know, maybe never. I don't know if we'll survive!" One of them said and the only one capable of speaking. As the others were to hurt, to say anything.

" You'll live, don't worry. I asked when you'll get better, answer the damn question!" The man said, not wanting some whining in return.

" I don't know, maybe five or six days, until we're fully healed."

" Damn, so he punched you using divinity. Great father, if I do say so myself. Got to teach em young. Anyways, we need to move. The boss is waiting for a delivery and you three will be joining our group. So good luck with that!" The man said, as he forced them to stand up. Before binding them in rope and making them fly in the air. So they wouldn't have to walk.

The man made it out of the absolute slums of the pantheon and entered the normal slums. Here his base of operation was, or one of the, they have many all over the pantheon. Even in the main city.

" Boss, I'm back!" The man screamed, as he entered the base. The girls were dropped of, next to him, as he entered his boss room.

" Good, did you get the chaos bomb?"

" Yes mam, you can always count on me!"

~Pov Leif~ (First person)

A empty realm, just like my will to live. All there was, was my throne, that I sat on. A throne that I do not deserve. My dungeons, all over the place. Universe after universe, I conquered. Even though I wished for nothing more than death. Somehow I became a powerhouse, that even Yggdrasil looks up too.

But the truth is, the only reason I'm still alive is because of Mirella. If it was not for her, I would have ended it all, when Ragnar left. But she stayed with me, cared for me. Something I though to be impossible. How could anyone care for me, I'm but a monster. A monster like my lord!

Many, many eons ago, Mirella and I had child. But on birth, it died. Mirella did not cry, she told me it was still alive. But I knew the truth, it was a miscarry. A common thing for humans. But she refused to believe it and didn't want a second child. I tried everything to make her happy. Yet somehow, we still drifted apart.

It got so bad, that we didn't talk to each other for years. Ragnar's return, made us meet again. But shortly after, she left. Without even saying goodbye. She left to do her duties, as the leader of justice.

Maybe it's finally time, time to die. Everyone's happy, they wouldn't even notice I'm gone. Just like in my old world. I'm truly like a god, people only notice me and pray to me, when they need me. But with Ragnar back, they'll never need me again! So, I can finally go. Go the way I wanted for hundreds of thousands of years.

I feel it in my bones, I'm still part of chaos. Maybe that's why I'm so pathetic. The dimension wants me as much as I want myself.

I stood up from my throne. A layer of dust, fell of me, as I did so. A giant metal stick appeared in my hand and I smacked it onto the ground.

Well, time to die. The dimension will do my job for me! I thought to myself, as I opened the portals to the fourth dimension. In it, I could be torn to billions of pieces, until the dust is transported into chaos. To feed one of it's infinite amount of creatures.

Just as I was about to enter the portal, Ragnar appeared.

" Even if you feel like no one cares for you Leif, I do. You're special and one of my only memories of earth. You can't kill yourself, you know what fuck you, you can't kill yourself!

From now on Leif and Mirella are both leaders of the justice faction." He said in an announcer voice, heard all over the realms.

" No, no, no, why, why did you do this to me. You could have just let me do it Ragnar, you could have acted like nothing happened. Why did you intervene. I just want to die, is that to much to ask for.

" You and Mirella are both my first worshipers and I'd go as far as to say, you're one of my first friends. Do you really think I'd let you kill yourself? I know how you feel Leif. I always want to die, but I remember the people who need me, who care for me. Do you seriously think Mirella doesn't care for you? Then you're just dumb. In all these years, she has locked herself in her room, hugging her pillow, trust me. The chaoswalkers gave me the report. She's been waiting for you. She's afraid, she blames herself for what happened. She thinks just like you. That she's a mistake, why, why would either of you do that?" Ragnar said to me, he seemed upset over the fact that I was trying to kill myself. But why, why would he care about me? No one does, just like in my old world. The women I loved there, went of and married someone else, forgetting about me. Only remembering about me, when she needed my help.

Was I blind? To blind to see the truth, because my world view was already corrupted?

" I'm sorry, but you know my feelings Ragnar. Why would I search for a reason to live? When I don't feel like I deserve one."

" Just be the bigger man Leif, I too need to be the bigger man. Julia deserves to know the whole truth. Just like Mirella and you deserve to be happy!" He told me and started to talk about Julia. What did he mean?

From the look on Ragnar's face, I knew it was something very bad. Almost on the level of me killing myself.

~Pov mc~ (First person)

It's time. She needs to know. I've kept it from her for way too long. She's been waiting for him for years now. Every time, I see her longing eyes, waiting for better days. I feel pain, a pain so hurtful I can't stand it anymore. She's like my own daughter and seeing her like this hurts. So todays the day, I will tell her everything. So that she no longer waits for her love and lives on. Maybe even finding someone new.

(Author here: How's character development? I don't know, you tell me. Anyways, you might be saying, why is the chapter so late. Well you see, there is a reason I don't write on Monday's! I get home 18:00, so yeah. All I do is work. Anyways enjoy the chapter, gift power Stones and write a review, in that order. Author out :) )