Feeding the hunger in me

This girl have stolen my heart.

And I am damn sure, I love her.

I have fallen in love with her.

I want to be with her.

I want to spend my life with her.

And I want to tell this all to her.

But, I won't rush into it and scare her.

But, I'll definitely give her hints about it.

So that, when I tell her my feelings, she won't be shocked !

And if, I am not wrong she too feels something for me.

She is a bit possessive about me.

She doesn't like me talking about the girls I work with.

Even though, I am the one who is responsible for her, she takes very good care of me.

And actually, there were many moments between us where, our casual hug became a passionate one and almost lead us to a kiss but we stopped.

Actually, I stopped !

Because, all those moments were heat up ones. And I don't want to misuse her vulnerability.

I want to kiss her and go even further, but with her concent and willingness and not in heat of the moment.

I don't want her to regret doing anything with me. That'd kill me !

She is so beautiful and she smells so nice, I just want to kiss her whenever I go close to her.

But I stopped myself.

And only I know how hard it is, to resist her smiling, soft, pink lips and not to pull her in my arms and crush her onto my chest and kiss her head.

Lift her in my arms and take her to the bed and make love to her till she is satisfied.

I want to do all this to her, but with her consent and her permission !

Today it's my turn to be with her !

I've brought her favourite chocolates.

I am sure she'll hug me tight after seeing these chocolates.

She reminds me of a kindergarten kid.

She does many things resembling to them.

Just, she has a body of a hot and sexy chick !

Otherwise, she is completely an innocent and sweet kid, I just wanna kiss !

I knocked at her door and handed her the chocolates and as expected, she started jumping on place and hugged me tight.

And as usual, she didn't prepared lunch so, I went to the kitchen and prepared our lunch.

After the lunch we were talking about many random things.

And she remembered about the uneaten chocolates !

She forgot to put them in them in the refrigerator and they melted when she went to take them. She became very sad to see them melted.

" Why am I so stupid ?

Why does my brain stops working when it's crucial situation ? "

Ashley said sadly.

" Did it stopped because of me, by any chance ? "

I asked her teasing her.

" Shut up Jules !

I am serious."

Ashley said seriously.

" So am I !

I am not kidding.

I am seriously asking you that.

Does my presence makes you clumsy ? "

I asked her seriously.

I picked up the chocolate box from the table and started approaching her.

She stepped back as I stepped towards her while taking to her,

" Do I make your heart beat fast ?

Does my touch makes you go weak in the knees ? Does my body awakes hidden lust in you ? "

I asked her holding her gaze.

Her breath was catching.

I could see her chest heaving as she sharply sucked the air in.

I could see her lips, not only lips but her whole body trembling.

I stood so close to her that, I could feel the heat from her body.

I am taller than her.

Her head reaches upto my upper ribs.

She craned her neck to look at me !

I kept my face calm but there was a storm in my heart ready to destroy everything within few moments, just waiting for her touch.

I've stopped myself many times from going insane and do something terrible to her.

But I don't know what's gotten into me today, I don't want to be sane !

I want to break all the walls I've created between us and do terrible things to her.

Even I was trembling and couldn't breathe easy.

I reached out my hand for her face and rested it on her cheek and she shivered and breathe hard. Her response made me break the wall between us brick by brick.

I stepped closer to her.

She couldn't step back anymore, as she was already caged between me and the wall at her back !

She closed her eyes and grasped my collar.

I titled my head towards her and wispered in her ear...

" Do I make you want me ? "

I wispered.

" Hm."

Ashley mumbled.

" I didn't got you. "

I asked.

" Yes.

You make me want you closer to me.

So close that... "

Ashley trailed off.

" That ? "

I pressed for her to say.

" I could touch you and make sure you are standing infront of me and I am not dreaming ! "

Ashley wispered breathing heavily.

" Is that so ? "

I said teasing her.

" Yes.

You've made me go sleepless many nights by giving me moments... I imagined further from where you left them... "

Ashley wispered blushing.

What ?

She...

She wanted me to...

And I...

How stupid I could be ?

I cupped her face in both my hands.

" Do you mean it ? "

I asked her staring in her eyes.

" Each and every word and many unsaid words... "

Ashley wispered looking down.

" God, you are making me go crazy with such words, Ash ! "

I said closing my eyes.

" And how should I explain what you do to me ? "

Ashley said grabbing my collar and parting her lips.

" Can I...

Can I kiss you, honey ? "

I asked for her permission.

" Please... "

Ashley wispered sighing.

And I pressed my lips onto her.

She kissed me back.

She released my collar and lay her palm flat on my chest and grabbed my hair in other hand.

I pressed myself on her and pressed her on the wall.

I grabbed her waist and pulled her closer to me.

I kissed her cheeks and ear and her neck.

Her skin felt smooth as silk under my lips.

As I moved to her neck kissing all along, she dugg her nails on my chest and I know it's gonna peel some skin, but I loved her passionate response to my kisses.

I kissed her hard and so intensely that, she was gasping for air.

I pulled away from her.

" Is it ok if I kiss you here ? "

I asked and kissed her collar bone and she arched her back.

" Yes.

Please kiss me wherever you want.

Don't stop... "

Ashley wispered pulling my hair hard.

I kissed and nibbled on her collar bone and kissed her shoulder.

" Is it ok if I pulled your sleeve down and kiss there ? "

I asked her.

" Mmmm... "

Ashley moaned and didn't said anything, but pressed my face to her shoulder.

I pulled down her sleeve and kissed her bare skin and she shivered in my arms and raised goosebumps all over.

She couldn't stand on her legs so she put all her weight on me.

I catched her by her waist and pressed her firmly to me.

It made her blossom press against me and I badly wanted to see them and make them mine !

I looked into her eyes, our breathing was so high we couldn't even talk properly.

Still I managed to wisper somehow to her...

" I want to make you mine honey.

Would you let me do that ? "

I wispered softly.

She closed her eyes and hugged me tight.

But that didn't made anything clear to me.

I need to know she is ok with it.

I don't want her to agree to it just because we have crossed a line and we heated up a moment.

" Tell me honey.

Would you let me make you mine ? "

I asked her pulling her closer to me.

" Hm. "

Ashley mumbled.

" Say the words, baby !

I don't want you to do anything under any pressure or anything.

I don't want to force myself on you.

I want you to do it only if, you want to not because I want to or I'll get hurt.

So, say it ! "

I said.

" Yes.

I want you to take me.

You've awoke the hunger in me a long ago and haven't fed me yet !

Please satisfy my hunger, baby.

Make love to me, Jules.

Please. "

Ashley pleaded grabbing my collar and scratching my chest.

And I didn't needed any more words.

I got what I needed to know.

I didn't let her speak anything else and sealed her lips with mine.

I kissed her hungrily and she kissed me back with same hunger.

I picked her up in my arms and took her to bed and threw her on the bed.

I badly needed to kiss her whole body.

She had awoke my hunger and even ignited it to a dangerously destructive stage !

I got on top of her and started kissing her once again.

But this time, I didn't asked her or waited for her response.

I kissed her lips and went down kissing along every single inch I got.

I took off her t-shirt and kissed all the bare skin infront of me.

I kissed her cleavage and went further down to her stomach and belly button.

I kissed and licked and nibbled on her curves of trunk and once again captured her lips.

I made her sit and unhooked her bra and she held her bra over her boobs and didn't let it fall.

I looked into her eyes for a moment and pulled her in my arms and kissed her head.

" I promise you baby that, I won't let you down ever.

I won't break your heart.

I'll always be there for you.

It's ok if you don't want me to go any further. We'll stop here.

I won't feel bad, it's your body and your decision whom do you want to share it with and whom not.

I already told you, I don't want to force myself on you, love.

We'll only go further only if, you are willing and if you are not, we'll stop right now and I promise, I won't ever try to cross this border ! "

I said assuring her.

She looked into my eyes for a moment and removed her hands and hugged me.

I kissed her temple and slowly slide the straps of her bra off her shoulders and she let it fall on the bed.

I made her lay down on the bed with me on top of her.

I kissed her lips and slowly got off her.

" Oh my god, you have incredible blossom !

They are so soft and firm.

They are looking so edible and making my mouth water for them... "

I said praising her.

She closed her eyes and turned her face away from me, embrassed.

" Hey, hey !

Don't feel embrassed honey.

You have nothing to be embrassed about baby, you are so beautiful.

So, sexy.

I can't keep my mind sane.

Your beauty is calling me and making me insane and making me wanna make you mine right away. Look at me, love.

Look into my eyes, please ! "

I pleaded her to look at me.

She slowly turned her face towards me and looked into my eyes.

I smiled at her and she smiled back.

I kissed her once again and my hands started fondling her touchable and soft firm breasts.

And they felt even softer than her silk skin to my hands.

I slowly moved down to her neck and finally her breasts.

I kissed them and she gasped at the touch and arched her back feeding me with them.

I kissed and sucked on them and then dragged my hand down her belly and removed her panties off her and touch her down there and she jumped at the touch.

She was already ready for me.

But I didn't wanted to hurt her.

So, I kissed her down on her belly kept on sucking on her boobs.

Then I took my clothes off and she kissed me all over my trunk.

Raking her nails along my chest and sucking on my neck and kissing all my muscles.

I couldn't wait any longer.

I flipped her on the bed and got on top of her.

I kissed her and slowly entered her.

I know she wasn't a virgin, but she was so tight for not being a first timer !

" Oh god...

Ahhh...

Mmmm.

Oh Jules... "

Ashley moaned my name so erotically making me bite her a bit hard on her shoulder and she moaned again.

Fuck !

Her moans made me even more harder and I was wondering how is that even possible ?

I've never been this hard before in my life !

None of the few girls I've been with a long ago were able to make me this hard and turned on. Her moans alone did it for me.

I didn't stopped kissing her the whole time I made love to her.

She kept pulling me onto her more and more.

I kissed her lips, her breasts, her neck and her forehead.

I couldn't last long for the first round.

And when I orgasmed, she didn't looked satisfied, so wasn't I !

I was still hard and her kissing and biting me made me hard again and we went for another round and then, she couldn't handle it till I orgasmed !

She wanted to eat the chocolates after dinner, but we made love and forgot about the chocolates and they still were melted and I decided to use them for my devil plan !

I took the box and told her that, I would feed her. She denied to eat them, so I said I would eat them up and I put the melted chocolate over her body and licked it up from there.

She got turned on and I took her again for a very long time in that round as well !

She orgasmed four times for my one and I wanted to go for another round, but she was too sensitive so I had to stop unwillingly !

I had to tell myself that, as she have given herself to me, there will be many more times in the future when we would do this again and again, and I stopped for her.

The hunger she have awoke in me isn't gonna get satisfied this soon !