Goal achieved !
Since I moved in with the guys, everyone was very happy to have me there, except for Mr. Cold !
He still haven't forgave me and acted like I was unwanted here for him.
I decided to either make him forgive me or I am gonna leave this place !
I can't be at a place where I am unwanted !
We were having fights every now and then.
He fought with me yesterday too !
And now today it's his turn to be with me.
He never stays with me when it's his turn.
He keeps working in his room.
As usual everyone left for work and he was working in his room.
I made sure he wasn't looking and I left the house and went to my friend's place.
I didn't returned till evening.
When I returned there, everyone was concerned that where have I been the whole day ?
Was I alright ?
And Mr. Cold had to drag me to his room and had me caged between him and the wall so I couldn't escape !
He told me why he became Mr. Cold !
And I genuinely felt very bad for him.
No one deserves to be treated the way he had.
He had done nothing wrong to deserve such a horrible childhood !
I couldn't control my emotions which I had held inside for so long.
I wanted to kiss him bad, but he himself kissed me first !
And I have no words to express what I felt !
It was pure heaven.
It was so intense to kiss him.
It was intense because of two reasons !
Firstly, I had been holding in my urges to kiss him for too long and secondly, I was angry and my emotions were very intense !
I just loved kissing him !
The way he had me caged between him and the wall, the way he made me sit on his lap, the way he turned and put me on the ground and kissed me...
He just had my heart beating crazy !
He almost confessed to me that he loves me.
He said he'd die without me !
He couldn't live without me !
Nobody ever said anything like that to me.
He stole my heart there and then.
I too can't live without him.
I had achieved my goal !
I made him forgive me...
Actually, he didn't forgave me as, he never held anything against me at all !
He just did that so that, I should hate him and won't go close to him.
But what he didn't know was, he had stole my heart already.
He has been stealing my heart everyday since the first day.
The day I saw him !
We kissed deep and long and I didn't wanted to sleep too early and continue kissing him at night.
But this cold hearted beast fed me too much at the dinner and so, I couldn't control my sleep !
He kissed me and pulled me onto him and I fell asleep so quickly.
I was asleep, but I could feel his eyes on me.
I clung onto him when, he put me on bed and tried to take his arms off me.
After sometime I woke up and went to sleep on his chest.
His beating heart made me sleepy and I fell deep asleep.
But when I opened my eyes, I was laying on the bed and he wasn't in the room.
I am sure he left for work.
I felt very empty without him on the bed and away from me.
I wanted him closer to me.
I was craving for him !
I got him after a long time and now that, I have finally got him I don't want him to go away from me !
I wanted him in my arms and his lips on mine.
Hump !
But it's of no use to want something which we can't have.
He can't leave his work and stay with me here all the time.
So, let's get out of this empty bed and get ready for the day with Jules !