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Following a less than ideal life and a harrowing death, the protagonist finds himself in the presence of a God, offering him a customized reincarnation into a world of his choosing, with his memories intact 

He decides to reincarnate into a world of Magic and Monsters, intrigued by the notion of being able to use fantastical powers that did not exist in his previous world

Having grown up in a stifling high society and unloving family environment in his previous life, he chooses to reincarnate into a more simple life, opting to be a Commoner instead of a Noble, despite the oppressive class system present in the world of his reincarnation

Following a detailed customization of the powers he chooses to acquire, he reincarnates into a peaceful, loving family in this new world, with the name Larrk Stryker, in a small village well away from Noble society

While Larrk's fascination with Magic and the other powers he possesses in this world, along with the desire to be able to protect himself against any threat that might arise, drives him to master these abilities, all he really wants is a nice, peaceful life, one that's free of any strife or tragedy

But whether or not such a life can be achieved in this world, remains to be seen, as the countless unfamiliar elements of this strange new world only give rise to countless more possibilities, both good and bad...

Reincarnation Tribulation - All I Want Is A Peaceful Isekai Life

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Damn it...I feel so restless. Tomorrow's the day, it won't be much longer before we launch our counterattack against the Vampires...I can't take this, every passing minute feels like an hour, I feel like I'm losing my mind.

It was all my fault...I should've taken greater care to make sure that Mysst was safe. I messed up, and there's no undoing it...she's gone, and no matter what I do, I can't change that.

I don't think I've even fully come to terms with it yet...I keep hoping that this was all just a bad dream, and she'll walk into the room and everything will go back to normal.

But...that isn't going to happen.

Even if I kill every single remaining Vampire by myself tomorrow, it won't make me feel any better in the long run...killing the Vampire who killed her certainly didn't, all I felt was a hollow sense of anguish after that.

Chapter 414 - The Least I Can Do