“You can call me when you’re lonely. I’ll be your temporary fix.”

Those were the words that he said to me and it was plain simple, he wanted nothing but s*x and I wanted nothing more than to.

I was the kind of girl who was too scared of falling in love again because I feel like there is something more in life than being mournful over a guy who never actually gave a hell. I deserve something more than pain and misery over a stupid heartbreak. Since then, I got too scared of commitment that I no longer wanted to be in one. I wanted fun and I wanted to feel like I am alive again.

He was the kind of guy who was too busy for permanent relationships. The superstar that all women wanted to bang with. The kind of guy who would have any girls kneel in front of him because well, he is that kind of guy. He was a guy with a hectic schedule, sold out world tours, drinking champagne in private jets, holding a mic in one hand, and conquering all over the world in the other.

Maybe I needed someone to show me how to live again and he needed someone to show me how to love.

You Can Call Me

　　I sigh looking at the calendar next to Prof. Wells while I was in the middle of taking an exam. I couldn't concentrate on answering since my mind is filled with so many unnecessary thoughts that shouldn't bother me. I have heard so many news about the boys recently and it got me worried of Gage even though he hasn't hit me up yet.


　　I've also read the thing about Eli being pictured with another woman in Thailand and the fans totally freaked out about it because he's an engaged man. He's ought to be married but he was seen with another woman in Thailand. I think his fiancée could've went to great devastation after seeing photos of Eli. Even though I'm not a huge fan of them, I feel bad that these issues are coming out.


CHAPTER 56 "Issues" 2