“You can call me when you’re lonely. I’ll be your temporary fix.”

Those were the words that he said to me and it was plain simple, he wanted nothing but s*x and I wanted nothing more than to.

I was the kind of girl who was too scared of falling in love again because I feel like there is something more in life than being mournful over a guy who never actually gave a hell. I deserve something more than pain and misery over a stupid heartbreak. Since then, I got too scared of commitment that I no longer wanted to be in one. I wanted fun and I wanted to feel like I am alive again.

He was the kind of guy who was too busy for permanent relationships. The superstar that all women wanted to bang with. The kind of guy who would have any girls kneel in front of him because well, he is that kind of guy. He was a guy with a hectic schedule, sold out world tours, drinking champagne in private jets, holding a mic in one hand, and conquering all over the world in the other.

Maybe I needed someone to show me how to live again and he needed someone to show me how to love.

You Can Call Me

　　We've been on this plane for two hours now and I'm already excited to get off. Here I am, sitting on this chair next to Sam, on our way to Los Angeles to see Gage. I'm still mad at him but I know I need to hear what he has to say and its up to me if I should believe it or not.


　　I sit here as I look outside my window and of course I feel nervous and thrilled at the same time to be able to see Gage again after eight days of not seeing and talking each other, also after he actually seenzoned me. I have so many things to ask. I have so many things I wanted to know about him and Nadine.


　　Sam moves his head back to me. "Yes?"


　　"Did Gage really date Nadine?" I ask.


　　He was surprised with what I asked and he just awkwardly looked away.


　　"I read online that she was thinking Gage was cheating on her." I speak softly. "Gage was also coming to New York when they were still together. I just don't wanna get involved."


CHAPTER 57 : "Los Angeles"