“You can call me when you’re lonely. I’ll be your temporary fix.”

Those were the words that he said to me and it was plain simple, he wanted nothing but s*x and I wanted nothing more than to.

I was the kind of girl who was too scared of falling in love again because I feel like there is something more in life than being mournful over a guy who never actually gave a hell. I deserve something more than pain and misery over a stupid heartbreak. Since then, I got too scared of commitment that I no longer wanted to be in one. I wanted fun and I wanted to feel like I am alive again.

He was the kind of guy who was too busy for permanent relationships. The superstar that all women wanted to bang with. The kind of guy who would have any girls kneel in front of him because well, he is that kind of guy. He was a guy with a hectic schedule, sold out world tours, drinking champagne in private jets, holding a mic in one hand, and conquering all over the world in the other.

Maybe I needed someone to show me how to live again and he needed someone to show me how to love.

You Can Call Me

　　I faced Sam. "Are you sure this suite is mine?"


　　"Yes. Gage exclusively chose this for you. Get some sleep, Gage said he'll be here in a while." Sam instructs.


　　How can I even fall asleep in this kind of room? It's so beautiful, even from the doorstep it already smelled so great! I wonder how huge the bed is and how soft the mattress would feel like. I wonder what's going to be outside my window. I wonder how huge the bathroom would be like or how the bathtub looks and the shower cubicle too. I wonder how huge the entire suite is.


　　"Gage also told me that you can order anything you want, it's all on him." He adds.


　　"If you see Gage, tell him that this is already too much. The plane, the hotel, the car. Everything. I just wanna see him already so we can talk. I don't need any of this. Please tell him that." I tell him honestly.


　　"And tell him I'm still mad." I added.


CHAPTER 58 "Los Angeles 2