“You can call me when you’re lonely. I’ll be your temporary fix.”

Those were the words that he said to me and it was plain simple, he wanted nothing but s*x and I wanted nothing more than to.

I was the kind of girl who was too scared of falling in love again because I feel like there is something more in life than being mournful over a guy who never actually gave a hell. I deserve something more than pain and misery over a stupid heartbreak. Since then, I got too scared of commitment that I no longer wanted to be in one. I wanted fun and I wanted to feel like I am alive again.

He was the kind of guy who was too busy for permanent relationships. The superstar that all women wanted to bang with. The kind of guy who would have any girls kneel in front of him because well, he is that kind of guy. He was a guy with a hectic schedule, sold out world tours, drinking champagne in private jets, holding a mic in one hand, and conquering all over the world in the other.

Maybe I needed someone to show me how to live again and he needed someone to show me how to love.

You Can Call Me

　　Gage pushes his hair off his face and looked troubled. I watched as his long fingers rake through his hair and he pulls his head back up to me and looks me in the eye.


　　"Im being honest with you right now Tate. I am." He admits to me.


　　"I really loved the thing I had with you than the thing I was having with Nadine." He says.


　　"I'm not lying Tate." He persuades me.


　　"Remember that time when I called you? When I was on tour? You kind of went off when you overheard Nadine on the background but I really wanted to talk to you than spend the time with her." He explains.


　　I exhale heavily and to be honest I don't know what to think right now. He wants to be with me but on a different matter. And no, I don't want any commitments yet after Adam but he makes me want to be with him at the same time. Ugh! I'm so confused. I try to gather my words, hoping I won't hurt his ego.


CHAPTER 59 : "Proposal"