“You can call me when you’re lonely. I’ll be your temporary fix.”

Those were the words that he said to me and it was plain simple, he wanted nothing but s*x and I wanted nothing more than to.

I was the kind of girl who was too scared of falling in love again because I feel like there is something more in life than being mournful over a guy who never actually gave a hell. I deserve something more than pain and misery over a stupid heartbreak. Since then, I got too scared of commitment that I no longer wanted to be in one. I wanted fun and I wanted to feel like I am alive again.

He was the kind of guy who was too busy for permanent relationships. The superstar that all women wanted to bang with. The kind of guy who would have any girls kneel in front of him because well, he is that kind of guy. He was a guy with a hectic schedule, sold out world tours, drinking champagne in private jets, holding a mic in one hand, and conquering all over the world in the other.

Maybe I needed someone to show me how to live again and he needed someone to show me how to love.

You Can Call Me

　　"No!" I said firmly to him as I push him away from me. "Stay with the band. Renew your contract with the management. Continue singing for your fans. Continue having world tours with Lewis, Peter and Nathan. Continue making your fans happy. A lot of people loves you Gage. Don't do this for me please."


　　"Listen Gage. If you really love me, then don't give up on those things you love to do. I am not worth all of that."


　　"God damn it Gage!!" I exclaimed at him and felt my tears building up fast.


　　I pulled myself away from him angrily whole he looks at me with weariness behind those beautiful Emerald eyes of his. I pace back and forth, trying to calm myself down as I try to look for words that won't hurt him but I eventually have to do it. I know I only have to say those harsh words so he would listen to me.


　　"Why are we fighting about this?" He asks me.


CHAPTER 178 "Im Sorry" 2