FORTY: DOUBTS AND SIGNS VI

[SHAIRA's POINT OF VIEW]

"If you don't want to ask him directly, why don't you hire a detective to tail him? I know you may not hear an honest answer if he's lying, but confronting him is the best way to clear up a misunderstanding. However, if it backfires, you only gave him the heads up, and he might be extra careful, that is... if Jhotam is doing something behind your back. But don't jump to a conclusion yet."

'What should I do then?

Should I hire a detective to tail him?

Sounds good, but the problem is, can I take the consequence of tailing him? Tailing him means I doubted him. What if he's not having an affair? I will just hurt his pride and feelings. On the other hand, once the evidence is out. Then, I can put an end to my speculation.

My head is hurting right now. I just can't come up with a decision.

"If you were in my shoes, what would you choose?" I asked Hera, but the latter gave no definite answer as she was also conflicted, just like me.