Chapter 5
We decided to leave and go back home at around 23:45.We drove in comfortable silence.A few glances here and there.
He put his hand on my thigh and I put mine over his and joint our fingers.We spared each other a glance then smiled.
We arrived in front of my house after a few minutes,he parked his car and got out of the car to open my door.He walked me to the door holding hands.
"Well,I guess this is it then Princess."I blush at the pet name."Yep,I guess so."I look at him straight in the eyes,"Thanks for the amazing date.I really had fun."
"Sure,its my pleasure.So no goodnight kiss after the date?"I stood on my tiptoes and pressed my lips on his.
It was a short but passionate kiss."Goodnight Ryder"I said smiling."Goodnight Princess."I watched him walk to his car and get in.He drove off but not before giving me one of his rare breathtaking smiles.
I got in the house,locked the door,turned off the lights and went straight to my bedroom.I took a towel and clean PJs then went to take a shower.
I took off my clothes and looked at the mirror.I am ugly and have hideous scars.I wonder what Ryder will say when he sees them.He will see how ugly I am and not want me anymore.With those thoughts I took a razor blade and cut myself.
Your a whore.
You don't deserve to be alive.
Just kill yourself,you will be doing everyone else a favor.
Ryder doesn't want you.
Your ugly.
Your a slut.
That was what the voice in my head was telling me and I believe every single one of them.Nobody wants me.Even my own parents left me.
I am just a waste of space.
I finished my shower and dried myself then wore my cute PJs.
I got in bed thinking about what happened tonight.I fell asleep thinking about my life.
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I woke up at around 10:00 in the morning.Checked my phone and realized I have 6messages.
4 from Bella and 2 from Ryder.
I texted Ryder.
Ryder Lisa
Heyy babe❤. 10:35
Hey🥰 10:36
Hw r uu doing??😁❤. 10:38
M gd uu?? 10:39
Im fyn..ii jst myc uu🥺💔. 10:40
ii myc uu 2.hw abt uu cm by ltr at arnd 12:00 and we can chill.m home aln😁😁. 10:43
Cxxl...ii will difinetly cum....c uu ltr😘. 10:45
I got out of bed and went to take a shower.I wore a one of my red lace panties and didn't put on a bra.And an over sized white sweatshirt with knee high fluffy white clothes.
I finish at around 11:55.Ryder would be here in five minutes so I went to the kitchen and took some snacks and went to the living.Just as I was about to sit down.Ryder rings the door bell.
Ryder's POV
I can't tell you how happy I am knowing that Lisa is my girlfriend now.I am in front of her door now.I ring the bell and wait for her to open the door.
When she come to open the door.Oh my God I just got a boner.She was so cute.How the fuck am I going to survive this."Hey,so can I come in?" "Eyy,yeah you can come in.You can go to the living room."I nod and go to the living room and sit on the couch.
She comes in after some time sits next to me."So I thought we could watch Netflix and cuddle for the day.How is that?"
"Sure.That would be nice.So what would you like to watch?"."Bella was talking about this other movie and said it is nice.So I think we should watch it." "Ohh okay.And which movie is that?"she blushes and mumbles " Morbias" I nod thinking about the movie she selected. I won't lie cause it is a great movie.
I mumble an OK and we watched the movie while cuddling and it came to a scene where Morbias turned into a vampire. I noticed Lisa was watching in concentration making me wonder about a few things.
I turn to Lisa and look at her. "Baby, can I ask you something.", she looks at me then pauses the movie giving me her full attention. "Baby how do you feel about supernaturals?"
She looks at me weirdly, which I understand because of the random question I asked out of the blue, but I really want to know how she feels about them so that I can know that she won't reject me once I tell her she is my mate and what I am.
"They are really cool. I mean imagine having powers, having super strength, having the ability to fly, super vision. That is so amazing..", and she starts rambling about supernaturals being cool and awesome and what she would do if she was one. She said her favorite is vampires cause they are fast, strong, have super vision and they live for hundreds of years.
She looked so cute when rambling, and I don't wanna lie but hearing her speak of supernaturals like that makes me feel a little better, like a weight has been removed from my shoulders. "That's nice baby. Would you still date me if you like, found out one day that I am a demon prince and Lucifer is my father?"
"Well, that is concerningly accurate but I would still date you if you don't change and I don't find out that this was all a joke to you and you were being someone your not." I nod. "But where did that question come from?" I sigh"Oh it's nothing. I just got lot of questions in my head while watching the movie. Let's just continue watching the movie okay."
She looks at me and just smiled and we changed the movie till it ended then put on "The Kissing Booth", after that we just decided to have a movie marathon.