Sweet_Favor

my dear lover is a combination of different stories from different angles about love, love found, love lost, hope and love again

read along as you experience love in different directions and ways......

this is a story about how love could be found, expressed and shown in different ways

each story line has a different way of how love could be shown and showered
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please read it, one of these stories might suit your taste so just try it.

please just read it........,....
thanks for trying this out

my dear lover

she just couldn't stopped crying, after a while she pushed Nick away and he was shocked


" Joan I'm really sorry" he said once again


"what happened? why?" she asked but he just kept on apologising


" Joan don't do this I said I'm sorry" Nick pleaded


" get out" she said pushing him but he was too strong for her but she still pushed him.


when she couldn't she stopped and with her head down he saw tears 


he moved closer to her and wiped her tears


"i am sorry, I will go but don't cry because of me. I am not worth your tears. I'm so sorry" he said and left


Nick had always wanted to be the happy pill in Joan's life, he wanted to give Joan everything that includes happiness but lately it seems he's the one making her sad, that was why he left when he saw her crying


when he got home, he ran under the shower and as the water flowed he regretted everything.


why did he have to avoid her, was their words really stronger than his feelings. why did he let his grandpa words get to him especially when he vowed never to let their words hurt him. how could he ever think of letting his breath go, those days without her, he was suffocating. 


thank goodness his friend saw him dying and brought him back into his senses but even that maybe he wished he hadn't especially when his breath doesn't want him again.


maybe he should have died, that he thought might hurt a little less than seeing her and making her cry.


he really regrets leaving her side, maybe he has now truly lost her. he spoiled everything.


as he stood under the shower, with sadness overtaken him, all of a sudden he felt his body on fire and the cold water wasn't able to quench it. he scratched his hands to stop the heat but it burned more, he slowly slide down as the water flowing and his tears couldn't be differentiated


" please this feelings I don't want it... please take it away...I don't want it.... please" he prayed to whatever was around


chapter thirty nine