chapter fifty five

Nick couldn't control himself so he cried, he hugged Leticia and cried on her shoulders

Joan saw them and went back inside

"she left me, I lost her" he said as he cried

later Leticia took him home and he made her leave

when Joan went inside

"so this is it, everything has been ruined" she said as she went inside

Kimmy saw her and she felt she wasn't happy

"are you alright" Kimmy asked

"did you know about this" Joan asked

"no I don't "

Joan went to her room and Kimmy followed

she saw Joan on the floor crying

"Joan!!" Kimmy said

"everything is ruined Kimmy, everything. I lost him, I've lost Nick, how am I going to explain this"

"Joan stop crying if you don't like him why did you say yes"

she explained that situation and what happened today to her and Kimmy became angry at maxim, she went outside and sent everyone out with the exception of maxim

"you! what right did you have to decide what's good for her"

"and who did you think was good , that Nick who can't even express what he feels, who can't seem to accept what he feels" maxim said

"but that still doesn't give you the right to do so. you know pretty well that she doesn't like Callum so why would you do that to her, how can you ruin something that was blooming"

"Callum loves Joan so much, it will work out"

"who are you to Joan? you're nothing more than just a friend, you're just a friend so stop meddling in her affairs" Kimmy said and left

maxim left and it was left with Kimmy and Joan

"why are you crying Joan? is it because Nick saw this whole thing" Kimmy asked

"today is his birthday and this happened"

"Nick will understand if you tell him"

"I know what he feels for me and I know he will be hurt" Joan said

"what do you mean? what does he feel for you" Kimmy asked

"Kimmy I am tired so please leave... please" Joan said

Kimmy wanted to protest but this was what she wanted so she left.

when she left Joan started taking out the decorations and she cleaned the place up all the while crying, she went to the shower and she couldn't stop crying

"I love you Joan, I am sorry but I couldn't help it, I love you so much, infact too much that I could die. I have loved you for a long time, I was scared to admit but Joan I can't anymore

I love you...I love you...I just love you Joan

I don't even know how it started but I am madly in love with you" this voice resonated in Joan's head as she slide down