chapter eighty one

"mom I felt guilty Everytime I did something wrong to you people, how could you manipulate me into this.

and you Fred you were my best friend"

"I had no idea about it until after the wedding" Fred said

"of course. what were you all thinking? what right do you have to decide for me"

"we thought it will make you happy" his mom said

"make me happy? make me happy??! you think marrying her was what I want to be happy, come on! maybe at first but she didn't want anything to do with me when I was desperate for her.

Joan? why would you even marry me? is it out of guilt or pity? the person who hated the idea of me loving her, why would she be willing to marry me? were you forced? cause I don't get it, no I don't. the girl who told me I was unworthy of her love decided to be involve in a plan to marry me. or could it be that now I am worth your love... hahaha funny enough now that I am worthy, I don't feel any love for you Joan. I don't love you, how can I love you when there was a woman who found me worthy during those moments. who stayed when I was a mess and helped me to success that you now finds worthy" Nick said

"enough!!! that's not it so stop it...,..... meet me tomorrow at the lawyers office and let's get a divorce" Joan said and turned to leave with tears flowing down, Kimmy followed her

"why didn't you tell him you went back that day to take back what you said out of misunderstanding"

"what's the point, Kimmy, I think he hates me now and besides I did say those words I should have reason first before saying those hurting words. if I knew he loved Alice I wouldn't have married him. I had my chance and I blew it so I will set him free, tommorow I will talk to the lawyer"

the following day the two met and talked to the lawyer he told they would have to stay together for about two months before he could do something

"I am sorry" Joan said to Nick after they got out

"I will move back to my apartment, so don't worry, go home and in two months we will see the way forward again I am very sorry" Joan said and left before Nick could even talk.

indeed when he got home she had left