Rage

She was shivering in my arms. She was crying silently. Her tears weren't ready to stop anytime soon. I was feeling rage against that Travis guy !

What does he thinks of himself ? How dare he make her cry ? I'll get him and...

" It was... all I got... after my parents, Kevin. I... I don't know what to... "

Amber was so hurt to watch her crumbled home which was the last memory of her parents.

She was sobbing and trying to speak what she was feeling. I caressed her back and she leaned closer to me.

" It's ok, love. I promise he'll pay for this. Don't worry about... "

I said telling her that, I will avenge her but her thoughts were completely different than mine !

" Can you bring me my home back ? "

Amber asked calmly.

" I will try... "

I said trying to comfort her.

" Can you bring back the memories I had with my parents ? "

Amber asked again.

" Look, love I... "

I didn't had any appropriate answers for the questions she was asking me.

" You can't ! So, stop giving me hope for anything at all. I don't need anything... "

Amber said coldly moving away from me.

She was looking like she was about to stop feeling anything at this moment. But she can't turn her feelings off, like us !

She needs to cry it out or she'll be in shock and denial forever and that is really very bad for her.

" I know love, I can't bring anything back to you but you need to say something about him. Feel rage for him. Take your revenge on him or you'll be... "

I said trying to provoke her to feel anything about the situation or him.

" I don't want anything. Just leave me alone. I wanna be by myself. "

Amber said pushing me away.

She got out of the car.

" Listen, I can't leave you here alone. Come with me to our place and stay there and do whatever you want. "

I said grabbing her hand.

" I said leave me... "

Amber said yanking her hand away.

" I said I won't ! Come with me. Get in the car or I'll pick you up and put you inside ! "

I said firmly and authoritatively.

" But I... "

Amber said irritated.

" Just shut up and do what I say. "

I getting mad at her.

She sighed angrily and got in the car. Before getting inside, she looked at her destroyed home for a long moment, got in and then closed the door.

Ethan drove us back to our palce. She didn't said a single word our way back. I am feeling very sad for her. I am gonna get the Travis guy and make him pay for what he did to her !

When we reach our place, she straight up went to her room she was in last night and closed the door.

I went to knock the door, I need her to talk it all out. I knocked but she didn't opened.

" Amber, love let me in. Please. "

I said softly.

" I am not in the mood to talk now, Kevin. Please, go away. "

Amber yelled.

" Please, talk to me. Please. "

I said softening my voice.

After a moment, she opened the door.

" Hey ! Please stop crying, love. It breaks my heart to watch you cry. "

I said wiping her tears.

" What do you expect me to do ? "

Amber said helplessly.

" Stop crying ? As it won't get back what is lost. Think about how to get some revenge ! "

I said.

" I don't want anything. Just as crying won't earn back what is lost, revenge won't either ! "

Amber said calmly.

" So, you are gonna sit here and just cry all day and night long and won't do anything else ? "

I asked in disbelief.

" What can I do ? I don't... "

Amber said closing her eyes in pain.

She kept her head on my shoulder and started crying so much. I couldn't see her cry ! Not after she layed her head on my shoulder ! I am gonna get that bastard Travis and rip out his heart !

" Calm down, love. It truly hurts my heart to watch you like this. Please, for my sake, stop crying. Please. "

I begged her to stop crying.

" Why does it even matters to you if, I cry or do anything at all ? "

Amber asked.

As much as I wanna tell you, now's not the time to do that, love !

" That's for another time. For now, just consider me as your friend, well wisher and trust me, I am gonna avenge the loss you faced. I'll be right back, love. Till then, don't cry, please. "

I said wiping her tears.

" Ethan ? "

I called him in her room as I didn't wanted her to be left alone.

He came to her room.

" Need something ? "

Ethan asked.

" Yes ! I need you to take care of her for me, till I get back. "

I said.

" And where are you going ? "

Ethan asked doubtfully.

" You'll see. I'll be back soon, love. "

I said and stormed out of the house.