When I was a teenager, it was easy to criticize things I do not have a full grasp on.
Watching romance movies is one such thing.
I remember getting angry about why a female lead couldn’t just choose the man that loves her more.
I always insisted before that in a case where you’re stuck between loving the man you love but don’t love you back and a man who loves you more than you love him back, it is easy to simply choose the latter.
“Love can be learned.” I would say.
Little did I know that God would place me into a situation where I would understand why it isn’t such a simple case.
I like Jeremy.
I really do and I’m so happy that I like him more than I did before.
However, it doesn’t change the fact that I still love Drayce.
Seeing him getting along so well with Mara brings me joy and pain.
Things are already complicated as it is.
With my pregnancy, it became a lot more complicated than it was.
I don’t know why I’m troubled by this.