(( There's a sequel following but it doesnt end in tension ))


Merely a punk .
That's all I was, an idiot 
telling myself, convincing myself that the world is only a dark broken place. 
The only friends I had were my cigarettes, the drug dealers. Now and then some beers .

I never planned anything or cared for anything since I always knew how pointless everything was . I was one human out of a millions. My existence wasn't worth more than than an ants. 
It's merely a waste of time.

It has always been dark .

until I met a spark.

Beautiful and pure . Something so rare and special that I couldn't take my eyes off of him . Yes him. 
I hated him for changing me .

But No matter how much I tried to push him away .
He wouldnt leave, because he knew me better than I did myself 
he knew I needed him . 
But he needed me too.

Man they thought I was fucked up .
But it's the ones who don't show .

My name is Kim Jongin and 
this isn't my story

It's Do Kyungsoos .

Intoxic Dose (kaisoo) 

A few days have past actually and no I didn't ask him about dray and his scars . I felt stupid to push him and maybe I was a little scared that I would go too far with my questioning .

On top of that I didn't want to ruin his mood either, maybe dray was someone important to him he'd lost . Like his brother. I just assumed dray was his brother since that's the only close person I know to him other

And yes we went to school . Still boring but one thing changed .

The first day and the second where we returned was just weird . He took a hold of my hand whenever he could using the excuse that his leg hurt and he couldn't walk that well still .

I didn't mind tho and after the first week it became normal to us . Holding hands and being together in the breaks. Me listening to him whine about how hard all the classes were and even helping him work on some projects on his laptop .

Thank you