(( There's a sequel following but it doesnt end in tension ))


Merely a punk .
That's all I was, an idiot 
telling myself, convincing myself that the world is only a dark broken place. 
The only friends I had were my cigarettes, the drug dealers. Now and then some beers .

I never planned anything or cared for anything since I always knew how pointless everything was . I was one human out of a millions. My existence wasn't worth more than than an ants. 
It's merely a waste of time.

It has always been dark .

until I met a spark.

Beautiful and pure . Something so rare and special that I couldn't take my eyes off of him . Yes him. 
I hated him for changing me .

But No matter how much I tried to push him away .
He wouldnt leave, because he knew me better than I did myself 
he knew I needed him . 
But he needed me too.

Man they thought I was fucked up .
But it's the ones who don't show .

My name is Kim Jongin and 
this isn't my story

It's Do Kyungsoos .

Intoxic Dose (kaisoo) 

Wait that's not how you introduce yourself .. start again !

I slammed the doors to the school open swinging my purple, blue , pink fucking all coloured hair over my shoulder . Popping my gum at the people frowning at the freak that I am .

I'm Alay I just turned 19 and am the twin sister of slutty I mean betty.

I've been out of school lately but now that i'm back in the game bitch why not go to the school of slutty. I mean betty .. damn .

Wow I realy sound like a bully don't I? I'm not tho .. actually it's been the complete opposite . I was the one being bullied until ...

Well that's in the past now . Now I've reborned. Stronger and fucking amazing .I don't hide anything anymore and I don't back down or cower away anymore . So my parents don't talk to me and slutty is disgusted of me

A Colourful entry*