(( There's a sequel following but it doesnt end in tension ))


Merely a punk .
That's all I was, an idiot 
telling myself, convincing myself that the world is only a dark broken place. 
The only friends I had were my cigarettes, the drug dealers. Now and then some beers .

I never planned anything or cared for anything since I always knew how pointless everything was . I was one human out of a millions. My existence wasn't worth more than than an ants. 
It's merely a waste of time.

It has always been dark .

until I met a spark.

Beautiful and pure . Something so rare and special that I couldn't take my eyes off of him . Yes him. 
I hated him for changing me .

But No matter how much I tried to push him away .
He wouldnt leave, because he knew me better than I did myself 
he knew I needed him . 
But he needed me too.

Man they thought I was fucked up .
But it's the ones who don't show .

My name is Kim Jongin and 
this isn't my story

It's Do Kyungsoos .

Intoxic Dose (kaisoo) 

I grumbled to myself as I walked along the hall . It's break time now .. so I'll be meeting kyungsoo now at the back of the school as always in the park .

Her annoying voice was still in my ear and I sighed at it.

My frown faded when i saw kyungsoo sitting on the grass listening to his own music while sorting a few papers he was moving his lips probably along the lyrics I discoverd that he had a lot of songs but not like the popular students all the same , his songs were songs you wouldn't have known even existed. Only a few he had that everyone knows and mostly they are old then. I guess the new style of music didn't catch him but me neither .

/"Justin bieber ?/" I joked sitting down in front of him and he smiled taking his headphones out .

/"Bruno mars, peanut .. and i told you I just like 'boyfriend' and 'love yourself' from him /"

Trust me