(( There's a sequel following but it doesnt end in tension ))


Merely a punk .
That's all I was, an idiot 
telling myself, convincing myself that the world is only a dark broken place. 
The only friends I had were my cigarettes, the drug dealers. Now and then some beers .

I never planned anything or cared for anything since I always knew how pointless everything was . I was one human out of a millions. My existence wasn't worth more than than an ants. 
It's merely a waste of time.

It has always been dark .

until I met a spark.

Beautiful and pure . Something so rare and special that I couldn't take my eyes off of him . Yes him. 
I hated him for changing me .

But No matter how much I tried to push him away .
He wouldnt leave, because he knew me better than I did myself 
he knew I needed him . 
But he needed me too.

Man they thought I was fucked up .
But it's the ones who don't show .

My name is Kim Jongin and 
this isn't my story

It's Do Kyungsoos .

Intoxic Dose (kaisoo) 

/"alay /" I exclaimed in rage but kyungsoo only giggled. Looking over at her as her eyes widen and mouth open in a wide open smile.

/"aii you're so adorable !/" She squealed and he now turned silent when she suddenly charged towards him . I angrily pressed my lips together and pushed her away even before she could lay her dirty fingers on him .

/"jongin /" he chuckled again slowly pushing my arm down from guarding him /"thank you but it's ok /"

I blushed frowning to myself as I looked away. It's not emberessing ok

I'm not emberessed it was just an instinct I couldn't hold back...

He's not good at shielding himself literly he seemed to accept everything that's thrown at his way so I gotta help his weak was out a little sometimes. That's all.

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